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One year.

2011-03-06T05:42:00.000-08:00

One year ago today, I took a leap of faith.
One year ago today, I took a chance - one year ago.
I gathered the courage.
One year has passed, i've made my mistakes, i've done my crimes.
One year has passed, and we've gone through our fair share of shit.
One year ago, 2 words.
1 response.

Two years ago, I found my other half.
Two years ago, I had to wait and watch.
Two years ago, I was there when I was needed, no matter what the time or where the place.
Two years ago, I found my soul-reflection.
Two years ago, I found the limit to my patience
I also found how much I can push my patience.

One year ago, I felt complete.
One year has passed, I still feel the need
Not only to hug you, but to kiss you too
To hold you to sleep,
To wake up to your face.
To gaze at your beauty - and have my breath stolen by it.
To listen to your giggle, and be frustrated by your stubborness.

One year has passed, Amachi.
I love you not less, I love you only more.
I love you from my heart - from my soul, and so much more.
You piss me off, I piss you off too,
We argue, we fight.
But I found my soulmate, I found my one.
I am stubborn, I am sarcastic.
I have no patience, nor do I have sense.
I love you with all my heart, and am blinded by it most of the time.

One year has passed - I'm still here aren't I?
So you need not worry, I'm not going anywhere.

I love you. My baby, My little indian girl, My Angel, My light, My love, My hope, My strength, Mine.
My Amachi.

And its true, That I love you. And its true - your the only one, and I do, I adore you. And its true girl. You make me feel ali-i-i-i-ive.

Tonight.

2010-05-17T06:15:00.000-07:00

Tonight I can write
Pablo Nerada.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example, 'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voide. Her bright body. Her inifinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my sould is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.

This poem has no particular meaning. I just read it and the first person that came to mind, was Her. Nothings wrong in paradise, its still paradise-y. Worry not.
Its a very very very very nice poem, seriously. Tells a story. I like this poem. Heheh :)

I HAVE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER!
I WILL SCREAM IT FROM THE MOUNTAINS IF I HAVE TOO.
I LOVE YOU!

with all my heart can handle and then some.

Results

2009-12-24T13:01:00.001-08:00

A B B C C D E.

Yeah, i'm no genius. Most of my brain is in common sense and used for more.. entertaining lessons in life anyway.
I know alot of you whom are sad and all, cause you didn't live up to your own expectations, or those of your parents. Take a chill pill and live your life, no use crying over something so trivial.

I'm happy with my results, some of you may be like ' HAHAHAH IDIOT! ' .. ' WTF? WHATS HIS PROBLEM, SUCH BAD RESULTS '.

Taking into consideration,
That I slept through the year, or was too pissed to do anything, thats pretty good.

See how I see the glass half full?
The world could use more people like me =P
thats basically it,

Merry Christmas everyone, may all your wishes and kisses come true!,
Kie ;)

Shake that ass

2009-11-27T10:31:00.000-08:00

Title : Shake that ass
Artist : Eminem FEAT Nate Dogg
(I have no rights to this song, whatsoever)
Before you scroll down, be aware of vulgarities that might not be appropiate for immature people, and minors.

[Eminem]
Whoooo Shady,
Aftermath
Look at that bitch

[Eminem & Nate Dogg]
There she goes shakin' that ass on the floor
Bumpin' and grindin' that pole
The way she's grindin' that pole I think I'm losin' control

[Eminem]
Get buzzed, get drunk, get crunk, get fuuucked up
Hit the strip club, don't forget once, get your dick rubbed
Get fucked, get sucked, get wasted, shit faceded,pasted, plastered, puke drink up get a new drink
Hit the bathroom sink throw up, wipe your shoe clean got a routine goin'
Still got a few chunks on them shoe strings shoin'
I was dehydrated till the beat vibrated
I was revived as soon as this bitch is giyrated
Them hips and lickin' lips and that was itI had to get
Nate Dogg here to sing some shit

[Nate Dogg]
2 to the 1 from the 1 to the 3
I like good p***y and I like good trees
Smoke so much weed you wouldn't believe
And I get more ass than a toilet seat
3 to the 1 from the 1 to the 3
I met a bad bitch last night at the D
Let me tell you how I made her leave with me
Conversation and hennessy
I've been to the muthafuckin mountain top
Heard muthafuckers talk seen em' drop
If I ain't got a weapon I'ma pick up a rock
And when I bust your ass I'm gon continue to rock
Getcha ass off the wall with your two left feet
It's real easy just follow the beat
Don't let that fine girl pass you by
Look real close cause strobe lights lie

Were bout to have a party, turn the music up
Let's get it started, go ahead shake ya butt
I'm lookin for a girl with a body and sexy strut
Wanna get it poppin' baby step right up
Some girls they act retarded, some girls about it bout it
I'm lookin for a girl that will do whatever the fuck I say
everyday she be givin' it up

Now Shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
C'mon girl shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
Awww girl shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
C'mon girl shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me

[Eminem]
I'm a menace, a dentist, an oral hygienist
Open your mouth for about four or five minutes
Take a little bit of this flouride rininse
Swish but don't spit it, swallow and i'll finish, Yeahhh!
Me and Nate D-O-Double G lookin for a couple bitches
With some Double D's pop a little champagne and a couple E's
Slip it in her bubbly, wheee fittin ta have a party

[Nate Dogg]
Were gonna have a party, turn the music up
Let's get it started, go ahead shake ya butt
I'm lookin for a girl I can fuck in my Hummer truck
Apple bottom jeans and a big ol slut
Some girls they act retarded, some girls are bout it bout it
I want a bitch that sit at the crib with no panties on
Knows that she can but she won't say no
Now look at this lady all in front of me, sexy as can be
Tonight I want a SLUT, would you be mine?
I Heard you was freaky from a friend of mine

[Eminem & Nate Dogg]
Now I hope you don't get mad at me
But I told Nate you was a freak
He said he wants a slut, hope you don't mind
I told him how you like it from behind

[Eminem]
Shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
C'mon girl shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
Awww girl shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me
C'mon girl shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me

Were bout have a party, turn the music up
Let's get it started, go ahead shake ya butt
I'm lookin for a girl with a body and sexy strut
Wanna get it poppin' baby step right up
Some girls act retarded, some girls are bout it bout it
I'm lookin for a girl that will do whatever the fuck
I say everyday she be givin' it up

[Eminem]
There she goes shakin' that ass on the floor
Bumpin' and grindin' that pole
The way she's grindin' that poleI think I'm losin' control

Freaking love this song. :D

We're On the Frontline

2009-11-02T00:47:00.000-08:00

...

2009-10-16T10:14:00.000-07:00

apparantly, no one gives an actual crap anymore..
basically, fuck the world cos no one seems to care.
okay, not no one, this particular someone.. or rather, someones..
its irritating, when they act like they do, but secretly don't.
And just act like they do..

Im a teen, i have insecurities, -I- in particular like being told what I did wrong, or how I did it wrong so I can work on it and make myself better..
but NOOOO.. some people are so obnoxious and ignorant, they dont notice other people's flaws, and expect me to be the perfect guy for anything they wanna do.

if you don't give a crap, stop talking to me, thats all.

yeahh...

2009-10-06T05:38:00.000-07:00

Is it my fault, that people change..
Is it my fault, that people don't want me, or stop talking to me cos of other people?

Its not my fault that I change too..
you can say what you want, its not gonna do any good.
Cos honestly, i dont give a crap. lol.

Honestly, would you rather me killing myself over that 1 girl i'll never get,
or move on, be happier, finding others that would want me the same way..
Don't complain if im a bitch to you, its just the way I am, a true friend would adapt and not give a crap..

PMR is tommorow, everyone is stressed for me, its irritating me.

well..

2009-09-11T03:33:00.000-07:00

Your a traitor, don't you see,
your a traitor, don't blame me,
Only traitors try and deceive.

I was your friend, wasn't it obvious?
Your a traitor, your oblivious,
if you were a friend, it would have been obvious,
To not fuck around with my options.

Your a demon, the devils own.
You have no conscience, no principles of your own,
Choose bro's before ho's, cos ho's last only so long.
and you'll end up alone.

(Its not good, i admit, but i dont give a fuck)

Till whenever,
Kie.

I hate the fucking world, everything is pissing me off, and everyone is adding to it, dont ask me fucking why, i'll talk to you, if i want too, if you talk to me and i dont respond, dont take it seriously, im just having a bad fucking month.
Especially YOU! you skinny, airbrained fucktard.
Ever heard the expression ' bro's before ho's '?
You have no principles, i swear! IDK what kind parents could raise such an assfuck as you.

P.S - everyone's getting laid, WHY AREN'T I? D:

Bored.

2009-08-25T10:18:00.001-07:00

its 1.18am.. and im bored, without anything to do..
Life is so fucked up boring.. without nothing to do.. :(
I need someone to mess around with.. or to message alot LOL.

Anyway, thats all im gonna write, cos idk what to write about.. or how to put it in words. LOL
basically, holidays have been okay, I spent like 6hours with Sean at gurney, rolling around in a trolley, saying hello to everyone.
Then, been drinking like everynight.. IM STILL SOBER!

so yeah.. thats about it really.. im really boring. hahaa
Someone take me out la.. entertain me =P, then maybe i'll have something to write about.

Till whenever,
Kie..
'' Just take your clothes off and get on your knees. "

i dont like you.

2009-07-17T08:02:00.000-07:00

I dont like you, period.
Who? Mus of course.
IDK why, but lately , your attitude, and everything else has just become worse.

I've got my limits of patience and understanding towards people.
and you just passed it.

so yeah, im not hiding anything

Mus, i dont like you. =D

Till whenever,
Kie

PS ; i hope we can still be friends? hahahahahahahah

The world.

2009-07-10T23:39:00.000-07:00

Its amazing, how some people can change in an instant,
its an obvious thing and im sure alot of my friends know what I mean when I say that..

It usually never pisses me off, but when something happens between a friend and another,
and it has nothing to do with me, or anything I possibly did.
AND i end up being ignored, and shunned, by the certain person for no apparant reason.

It really pisses me off,
Ive acctually started to hate the whole world.
literally.

Just something i had to tell whoever might read this.

Till when'ver,
Kie.

P.s ; I feel like making this blog a porno one (LOL)

Wee?

2009-06-24T13:39:00.000-07:00

Hello fellow readers, and people who have stopped reading ( o.o tho that would mean that you wouldnt be reading this and i wouldnt have to say hello )..

excuse that, xD my mind goes into hyperdrive non sense-ness after 1:30 hahah
Its 4:30A.M and im not asleep.. why? cause weng doesnt want to go to school tommorow, which means for the convinience of my mother, and so I can rest cause im not feeling TOO well. I decided to go along with it.

Sorry for not updating,
I cereally had nothing to write about nor the time to write about it.

My life has been pretty much the same,
I realised that i irritate my myself, and yeah..
Had a falling out with Weng, Mus and Brendon a few weeks back.

But thats all settled now, and everythings back to normal, with weng that is.
Havent gotten into any trouble with discipline this year yet, amazingly.
Other than for my stupid oral english.

My sej and geo folio are done, now I just have to pass it up LOL. xD
OHH i started english tuition. fucking love it <3.

No, i dont need english tui, but still, whats the harm of entertaining ku mia kawan?

Im sick now, btw.
Stupid throat, and eye and OHH MY EYE!
I had an eye infection, from wearing contacts LOL.

it was the day i went for Bro. Paul's Farewell concert/tribute/thingehmabob.
I put on my contact, on my right eye, the infection was/is only there.
Came home, at about 2, from CC and Dinner with bro and all.
And spent 3 hours, trying to get it out, when it had come out after the 2 or 3rd try?..

So, yeah thats how it developed I guess.
The next day i went to doctor, in adventist hosp.
Dr. Kumar his name was, fucking ganas mia orang.
with no numbing meds or anything, he opens my eyelids, and starts probing my eye with a fucking cotton bud, and expects me not to move or blink, when hes practically stabbing me in my already burning eye.

So,
He ended up giving my eyedrops, (duh) with a kind of steroid in them.
and everytime I use them, a few mins later, I become high LOL.
and yeah, school is.. well no complains la, Im okay with it.

did I miss anything? I cant remember, I forgot what I was writing about LOL. =P
anyway, off to bed! Have fun in school all of you! Think of KieKie while you study, and remember that hes probbably in bed, sleeping, dreaming of a new day.

Till Whenever.
Kie.

" why do birds, suddenly appear, everytime, you are near, just like me, they long to be, close to you~ ''

Sports Day '09

2009-05-12T03:17:00.000-07:00

Me and Rachel

From top left : Me, Ari Putra
From bottom Left : Eric Sanjay, Kwok Weng, Brendon
We look blur as hell LOL

The Stadium at 8smtg.

The stadium at about 7. am

A Kiss

2009-03-30T04:15:00.000-07:00

A piece of poetry I found somewhere on Facebook. I enjoyed reading it, hope you do too :D

A KISS
“What wouldst thou give”, the bard did quip,
“To savor yonder lady’s lips?
Wouldst thou give all, ‘til thou hadst none,
To join with hers, your lips, as one?”...

“Wouldst thou pay much”, he asked again,
“To know that she forsook all men
To thou to always loyal be
And share her kiss eternally?”

“Willing to die?”, he did pressed on,
“To hear just once her lovers song,
Breathed out by sigh upon your lips?
Soft verses from her mouth do slip.”

“Mine kingdom then!” Oh laugh, thou bard.
“To answer you ‘tis not so hard.
I wouldst give all I’ve in my hand.
I wouldst forsake then, all my land.
The gold in yonder castle’s keep;

Mine treasures stored on high or deep.
They matter not to me a whit
If I should live without that kiss
From her to whom mine heart doth pull.
Those lips so fragrant, soft and full
Are worth more than I’ll ever miss.
I would give all for one sweet kiss.

David E. Dunham, March 2009

Credits to that man right there.
Mr David, if you ever read This, Thanks for writing that. It was enjoyable to read.

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I'm sorry for not updating, though I haven't been getting much complaints.
Been very busy, infact im almost falling asleep now.
Sorry!

I'll try to update as much as I can.
Been going to church and what not, so my life has been pretty much the same, with a few smiley changes ;P

Friday is my 100m sukan try out. (T___T)
I'm gonna run my balls off, I just hope I don't get a hernia or something. hahaha. *touchwood*

So yeah, wish me luck! :D

Till whenever,
Kie

P.s : I hope you all are doing good (:
P.P.S : Blogger has also been hating me, with the stupid spacing. so from now on, my posts will be colourless? sorry

WOOO!

2009-03-11T03:21:00.001-07:00

YESSS!! MY EXAMS ARE OVER!!@!#@!@#!@#!@

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

FREEDOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
TOTAL WONDERFUL FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!
WOOOOOO!

to all the people who have exams AFTER the holidays, GOOD LUCK! IM FREE!@!@ =DDD
woooooo

Till whenever,
Kie

Dead.

2009-02-26T02:51:00.000-08:00

.________________. my blog is so dead.
I decided to update after like.. forever. lololol

So yeah, school has been fun, irritating and boring.
Had an argument with some gay bitch in my class about masturbation. Long story.
Teacher started Chapter 4 dy for Science, ( i know enough la =P), thank god my teacher is hot.

ANYWAY!
I just had to explain something to Tash, that she didn't want explained. o.O?
yeah.. i'm still weird.

Yeah, thats just my short post. I have been having sports/tuition non-stop and my stupid fucking sejarah folio, and oral test. .____________.
I'm gonna be too busy to blog.

So,
Till whenever,
Ki3.

Ain't Nothing

2009-02-03T00:59:00.000-08:00

Song dedication~ after god knows how long.
haha, its an oldie, meaningful song if you know the meaning, kinda..
Seriously go listen to it when you have time.

Artist : Men at work
Title : Ain't nothing gonna break my stride.

Last night I had the strangest dream,
I sailed away to China in a little rowboat to find ya
And you said you had to get your laundry cleaned
Didn't want no one to hold you, what does that mean?

And you said
Ain't nothing gonna break my stride
Nobody's gonna slow me down
Oh no, I've got to keep on moving
Ain't nothing gonna break my stride
I'm running and I won't touch ground
Oh no, I've got to keep on moving

You're on the road and now you pray you'll last
The road behind you was rocky
But now you're feeling cocky
You look at me and you see your past
Is that the reason why you're running so fast?

And she said
Ain't nothing gonna break my stride
Nobody's gonna slow me down
Oh no, I've got to keep on moving
Ain't nothing gonna break my stride
I'm running and I won't touch ground
Oh no, I've got to keep on moving

Never let another girl like you, whip me over
Never let another girl like you, drag me under
If I meet another girl like you, I will tell her
Never want another girl like you, have to say

Ain't nothing gonna break my stride
Nobody's gonna slow me down
Oh no, I've got to keep on moving
Ain't nothing gonna break my stride
I'm running and I won't touch ground
Oh no, I've got to keep on moving

Ain't nothing gonna break my stride
Nobody's gonna slow me down
Oh no, I've got to keep on moving
Ain't nothing gonna break my stride
I'm running and I won't touch ground
Oh no, I've got to keep on moving

Ain't nothing gonna break my stride
Nobody's gonna slow me down
Oh no, I've got to keep on moving
Ain't nothing gonna break my stride
I'm running and I won't touch ground
Oh no, I've got to keep on moving..

------Yup, thats it------

Its an oldie.. Just re-read the lyris carefully if you want to get the meaning..

Anyway,
Thats about it.
Till whenever,
Kie. (:

Holidays

2009-01-30T07:02:00.000-08:00

Holidays are boring, ><
I've been stuck at home the whole week, execpt for Wednesday, when I went out to see Inkheart with cousins.
& Thursday when I went out to QB with mum and kwok weng. (can't get enough of chewykwokywengy)xDDDDD~

Anyway, on the second day of my bad feng shui year. I fell down, and injured my whole left side.
well, im bored. and my blog is dead.
I'm watching Pirates of the Carribean : Curse of the black pearl, on TV 3. D: yes i am that bored.

AND! I noticed I put on some weight ><.
Even though my cousins say I look buffer. blah.

Boris is over, messing with my iTouch. heeheeeeee.
and finally, i'm making stupid jokes with chris. xDD *hugs him*

Anyway, Im bored now, and I doubt i'll be blogging alot.
Just don't have the will. heh.
So, i'll see ya when I see ya. Keep the drama at a low :D

Till whenever,
Kie.

Push

2009-01-17T21:03:00.000-08:00

1.Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2.For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4.Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

If someone says ' Is this okay? ' you say :
Pretty women - Sweeney todd

What do you like in a guy or girl ?
Swing - Savage feat Soulja Boy

How do you feel today?
Riot - Three days grace(LETS START A RIOTT!@!##@!@#!@!)

What is your life's purpose?
Walking on the sun - Smashmouth (LOL!)

What is your motto?
No woman No cry - Bob Marley (why laaaaa XD)

What do your friends think of you?
Take a bow - Rihanna ( o.O")

What do you think of your parents?
If it kills me - Jason Mraz

What do you think about very often?
All star - Smashmouth

What is 2+2?
We taking over - DJ Khaled

What do you think of your best friend?
The phantom of the opera - Phantom of the opera soundtrack (xD i think the phantom's awesome)

What do you think of the person you like?
Solitude - Billie Holiday ( a wha.. )

What is your life's story?
Sitting, waiting, wishing - Jack johnson ( very.. true )

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Children(Dreams version) - Robert miles ( me with children ahaha)

What do you think when you see the person you like?
Angel of music - Phantom of the opera [ (: ]

What do your parents think of you?
Here comes the sun - The beatles. ( xDDDDDDDD No idea what this means )

What will you dance at to your wedding?
The man who can't be moved - The script

What will they play at your funeral?
Lets dance - Miley cyrus ( LOL xD they'll all be happy? DONT JUDGE ME! )

What is your hobby/interest?
Magic Stick - 50cent (ROFL)

What do you think of your friends?
Whole lotta love - Led zepplin( <3 )

Whats the worst thing that could happen?
In the Ayer - Flo rida feat will.i.am ( a party o.O? )

How will you die?
Please don't talk about me when im gone - Billie Holiday ( LOL , irony )

What is the one thing you regret?
Greenlight - John legend

What makes you laugh?
Life is a road - Anastasia

What makes you cry?
Kiss - Nicole Kidman feat Hugh Jackman ( Happy feet )

Will you ever get married?
Thank you - Chronic Future

What scares you the most?
Raindrops keep falling on my head - BJ thomas ( im scared to get my waterproof hair wet? O: )

Does anyone like you?
Whats it feel like to be a ghost? - Taking back Sunday ( xD im a ghost! )

If you could go back in time, what would you change?
The sweetest girl - wyclef jean feat lil wayne & Akon

What hurts the most right now?
Miss murder - AFI ( heh )

What will you post this as?
Push - Enrique Iglesias feat lil wayne

I tag anyone who reads this! HAH! xDD, nah im jk, anyone who wants to do it.

Till when'ver,
Kie.

Our Love

2009-01-08T05:25:00.000-08:00

Artist :- Bee gees (don't laugh)
Song :- Our love(don't throw it all away)

(our Love) Don't Throw It All Away
Maybe I don't wanna know the reason why
But lately you don't talk to me
Darling I can't see me in your eyes
I hold you near but you're so far away
And it's losing you I can't believe
To watch you leave and let this feeling die
You alone are the living thing that keeps me alive
And tomorrow if I'm here without your love
You know I can't survive
Only my love can raise you high above it all

Don't throw it all away , our love , our love
Don't throw it all away , our love
Don't throw it all away , our love , our love
Don't throw it all away , our love

(break)

We can take the darkness and make if full of light
But let your love flow back to me
How can you leave and let this feeling die
This happy room will be a lonely place when you are gone
And I won't even have your shoulders for the crying on
No other women's love could be as true , I'm begging you

Don't throw it all away , our love , our love
Don't throw it all away , our love
Don't throw it all away , our love , our love
Don't throw it all away , our love

We changed the world we made it ours to hold
But dreams are made for those who really try
This losing you is real
But I still feel you here inside

Don't throw it all away , our love , our love
Don't throw it all away , our love
Don't throw it all away , our love , our love
Don't throw it all away , our love

(repeat last verse at least twice more and fade out)

This song is basically whats been going through my mind. I can't be bothered going to find an explantion for the song, it seem clear enough to me, and im an idiot.

Till whenever,
Kie

2009

2008-12-31T08:09:00.000-08:00

Happy 2009!
Lets hope we don't die.
PMR and what not,

This year has been a roller coaster,
I became closer to ALOT of people,
and there are alot of new things i've done this year.

But to those who know, and does who listened,
to does who care, and does who love.
Thank You, for making my 2008, really..really.. worth it.

The people I would like to thank and send a big great hug of love too :-
1. Jo
2. Sean
3. Tash
4. Lyn
5. Tara
6. Kwok Weng.

Jo, for the smiles. (:

Sean, for being an all round awesome friend.

Tash, for the hugs

Lyn, for the teasing that makes me smile

Tara, for the listening and laughs

Kwok Weng, for being my phundek. xD

__________________________________________________________________________________________

Christmas was awesome, and so was eve. I got an iTouch for christmas from dad, and Sony Ericsson Cyber-Shot , the touchscreen 10.1MP camera, from mum.

and a super nice jersey from Sean, i feel bad not giving anyone anything special ><.

Tasha still owes me my christmas present :P and birthday.

Birthday was mildy awesome, could have been better.

Kwok Weng's christmas present shirt.

Me being vain for once in my life lol. I have another version, but thats reserved. :PMe and Kwok Weng, i look stoned, but yeah. SHHH

Post.

2008-12-18T09:47:00.000-08:00

Only cause Tasha wants me to update, so I shall.

WEEE..
ahh..
this is getting boring, why la tash make me update. uhh...

okay okay. I KNOW!

The hols are moving very slowly right..(i typed holes at first LOL)
And Christmas draws closer, I have still not bought a present for anyone.
SO! if you want anything, tell me, and don't say ' anything laa ' or ' i don't want anythingg lahhhhh ' *coughlyncough*

and yeah, i'll see what I can do, NO PROMISES. i'll just see what I can do kay?
Went to gurney today, with mus and kwok weng. Left at 12:40 for the bus stop, cause we
were depending on rapid to be there at 12:50, but nooooo.. it was late, and we ended up on the KGN HIN bus, where this dude was standing behind me, and I could feel his balls *shudders*

BADDDDDD experience. So we got there, just in the nick of time to buy drinks and the movie tickets. For ' Yes Man' , awesome show, i may acctually do what he does, say yes to everything and never let an oppurtunity down. oo.. I may get lucky ;P

Then we went and watched The Day The Earth Stood Still.
Another awesome show, tells us about how badly we are destroying the earth, good movies.
Then we ronda everywhere, i have a video i wanna show you people, but yeah.. anyway.

Have a good time with lifeeee! >D don't ask.. im hyper and not making sense.

Tash - Why la, make me update, see now people gonna die of irritation.
Sean - Phundek, tell me when your coming over. xD i miss you man.
Jo - You can change all those things xDD~ even the sports!
Lyn - Keep it up woman, at this rate, GODCHILDREN! WOOO
Tara -XD go to sleep.

Till whenver,
Kie.

Tagged.

2008-12-18T06:46:00.000-08:00

I was tagged by Jo.

Six people I tagg :
No One
Cause
I have
No one
To
Tagg.

Six things I'm passionate about :
1.Computer
2.Football
3.Music
4.Friends
5.Love.
6.Whatever my mind is set on

Six things I saw too often :
1.lol
2.ahah..
3.heh
4.really
5.well
6.tbh ( too be honest )

Six books i have been reading lately :
1.-
2.--
3.---
4.----
5.-----
6.------

Six songs I listen too, over and over again :
1.Runaway - Linkin Park
2.Rudolph Red - Dragon Red
3.Whats it feel like to be a ghost? - Taking back Sunday
4.I hear voices - Rev theory
5.Stupid Cupid - Mandy Moore
6.Reload - Rob Zombie

Six things you've learnt in the past :
Stick with your decisions. It'll pay off.
If someone questions your manhood, prove it to them, but have an excuse ready when you get caught.
Never hold on too long, after your told to not hold on.
Don't let things hold you down. ( for too long )
Im the affair guy! ;D

Till Whenever,
Kie.

-Fuck im bored and hungry.

I hear Voices.

2008-12-11T00:18:00.000-08:00

Possibly, one of my all time favourite songs.

Artist : Rev Theory (wooooo!)
Song : I hear voices

[Chorus]
I hear voices in my head
They council me
They understand
They talk to me

[Bridge]
You have your rules and your religion
All designed to keep you safe
But when rules are getting broken
You start questioning your faith
I have a voice and it's my savior
Hates to love and loves to hate
I have a voice that has the knowledge and the power to rule your fate

[2nd Bridge]
I hear voices cryin'
I see heroes dyin'
I taste blood that's dryin'
I feel tension risin'

I hear voices in my head
They council me
They understand
They talk to me
They talk to me

They tell me things
They show me things I'll do to you
They talk to me (They talk to me)]

You have your rules and your religion
All designed to keep you safe
But when rules are getting broken
You start questioning your faith
I have a voice and it's my savior
Hates to love and loves to hate
I have a voice that has the knowledge and the power to rule your fate

I hear voices cryin'
I see heroes dyin'
I taste blood that's dryin'
I feel tention risin'
I hear voices in my head
They council me
They understand
They talk to me
They talk to me
They tell me things
They show me things I'll do to you
They talk to me (They talk to me)

-This song is dedicated to no one.
- Credits to www.6lyrics.com and Rev Theory
- This is the official entrance track for Randy Orton

Go give it a listen if your bored. Cya ;)

Till whenever,
Kie

Im beginning

2008-12-07T21:51:00.000-08:00

To kinda hate my life.
Two of the most important people in my life, are down for reasons I doubt I am allowed to express here.
My mother is all of a sudden going down my neck for every little thing that goes wrong.
I have no idea how to help those people even though they will probbally say don't help.

But, Idc abt those,
All i wanna do now, is figure out a way, or at least start praying like hell for those two.
Cause, if there is one thing in this world I cannot stand, is when people i love are.. well..
you know la.

Gah, i miss my innocent days. Running around without a care.
Doing death defying shit.
I can't give advice, for things I have done myself, but for stuff I have not. I just somehow get it.

Bleh, but who cares anyway.
Going for tasha's bbq later.
Got tuition now, byeee.

Till whenever,
Kie.

P.S : How's everyone?

Ugh.

2008-12-05T21:49:00.000-08:00

Fucking shit. My brother is being a bitch. Throwing his delusional power around.
Day has been fucked up.
I swear smtg even more fucked up is gonna happen to me.
Fuck the world right now. FUCK the WORLD

update.

2008-11-23T03:14:00.000-08:00

Wee, so far, i've been busy kinda..
Monday - Today, i've been out, drinking, making friends.
I got something off my chest that is probbally gonna change my life for a long time.
anyway,
Been out alot, with Sean, Kwok Weng, Danial Mus, and Boris.
Drinking at sunset 4 times a week. getting high and shit.
I love getting high, cause I get shit off my chest that i've always been wanting to say.

anyway, friends want me to go play cho tai tee,
cya.

Till whenever,
Kie

Tagged

2008-11-16T09:30:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Joannie.
New kind of tagg,
Btw tash, its a tag xD

Dear tash,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it when I changed tennis shoes under a state of trance and I saw you sit on an avacado plant im sure your emotional enough to understand that santa doesn't exist. I'll return your ring to you, but i'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know
that I told in my confession today about a new life as a clone. Greetings to your freaky family.
Loves;
Kie.
p/s: You are so lifeless, Tiny nipples, Joannie

How you do the letter meme :
Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___.
Loves;
-Your name-
P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___, -The name of the person that tagged you-.

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - ManO.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - OpenHeroes - Frostbitten
Lost - ScarredSimpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favorite activities when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks - Ugly pig
Foosball - Silly duck
Shopping - French kisser
Dulging for food - Cranky banana
Movies - Smelly armpits
Snacks - Horny wolf
Snooker - Tiny nipples
Bowling - Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities - Vain pot
Having a long talk - Nose plucker
Taking pictures - Dumb bitch
Other - Burn yourself

Tagged;
Nyee
Tash
Lyn
Niel
Anyone
Else
Who
Reads
This.

Gurney Outing.

2008-11-15T18:39:00.000-08:00

Went to gurney ystd
with Mus, Kwok Weng, Kevin , Sean , My Mother (who didn't hang out with me), and My Brother(who also didn't hang out with me)

We spent about.. 1hour and 15minutes in MegaQ.
thanks to mus who paid! :D
skippping forwaaaaaaard.

went to the New Wing of Gurney, I have to say, its pretty cool.
Met Tasha and Kevin there by accident.
Not MY Kevin, HERR Kevin xDDDD~

walked around and shit.
Eventually went home.

Met too many fucking people at gurney lol.

Was a pretty good outing,
I stil miss school though.

Till whenever,
Kie.

Well.

2008-11-14T00:13:00.000-08:00

Well, school has ended.
Honestly, i didn't want it to happen.
Yeah, im weird, but what can I say?
This year had its ups and downs.. But more ups to cover the big downs.
No, i don't make sense I know.

Im gonna miss school too be honest,
Probbally one of the few who are going too.
My friends, better friends, new friends, old friends..
Newly discovered laughter,
Friends made closer.

I've acomplished.. alot this year.
*sigh* if only every year of school could be as fun as this one.

The current things/people im gonna miss in school are :-
1. Eric Vellu
2. Danial Haslem
3. Alvin Ong
4. My Nasi Kandar
5. Brendon Lim
6. Rachel Chee
7. Arvin
8. Boris
9. Kevin
10. Kwok Weng.
11. Even some of the teachers.

Making fun of teachers, copying test answers.
This year, I have made new brothers, and filtered out bad friends.
Became better academically, physically, and athletically.

I may have only gotten 3rd for inter-class. But my team made a name for themselves.

Come to think of it,
School MAY have ended this year.
But the fun I've had and the things i've overcomed, with the memories and joys
Will probbally stay.

Im still gonna miss school.
SXI rules, and for once i say it seriously.

Well, next year will come. I guess I have some of my friends in that class.

Till Whenever I guess,
Kie.

Update.

2008-11-09T06:51:00.000-08:00

Well, apparantly, i have taggs to do. Blehh~
im not gonna do them for a looooooooooooooooong time. :D

yesyes, im mean. xDD

Anyway,

wait..what was I gonna say .. o.O..
ah bleh, i forgot.
for some reason im thinking about tomatoes now o.o..
I learnt new football/soccer tricks today. :D

Started out in my living room, when Mus, Kevin and I were bored.
so we went on youtube, and started watching vids of soccer/football skills.
we immitated. and we can do them now!
WOOOO. ahhhhh no one cares. D:

Speaking about soccer ):
M.U (Manchester United) lost to Arsenal , 2-1 :(
>.<>

-Interclass is on tuesday, Sean lent me his boots. YAY SEAN! :D
We're gonna lose anyway, or get 3rd, who knows..?

May go out with Lyn and Sean and whoever else, next week
Mus, Kevin, Kwok Weng, Boris, and Sean (probbally) are gonna come sleep over on friday till god knows when.
Idk why they love my house so fucking much lol.

SPEAKING of not knowing, it seems alot of people have been asking me what my last post was about, language, etc etc.
Well, if you can decode it. You get to read it.
You can continue trying, im just not gonna help :P

So yeah, thats bout it.
Thanks, for going through the torture of my random writing. xD

Till whenever,
Kie

Leave it be.

2008-11-05T21:13:00.000-08:00

.ebas êcov ,meb .mébmat asuac aus a uotnoc em êcov zevlaT . uodiuc etnemlaer ue euq sogima suem so sotod redrep mi omoc son-omitneS

After writing that, I realised I put it in (slightly) the wrong words, but idc. Doubt anyones gonna be able to read it anyway. So yeah.

P.s lyn, I finally updated ? haha

Till whenever,
Kie.

The Beggining

2008-10-20T07:04:00.000-07:00

Artist : Richard Marx feat. Donna Lewis
Title : At the beggining

http://www.stlyrics.com
We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there When the world stops turning
I'll be there When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there When the world stops turning
I'll be there When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there When the world stops turning
I'll be there When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....Starting out on a journey

Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.

____Description_______
Its basically about two people who find each other, that kinda of shiz.

- Don't ask who its dedicated too.. if you know me the way most of my friends do, you'd know.

Tagged.

2008-10-19T01:17:00.000-07:00

So, I was tagged by Lyn. and yeah.. have fun!

1.The last person to tag you is?
Edelyn

2. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
Funny, easy-to-talk-too, good looking in her own way ( though she'll deny it and call me an idiot with two exclamation marks! ( !! ) ), smart, fun.

3. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you?
made me somehow laugh everytime im out with her.

4. The most memorable words that he/she spoke to you?
I can't tell you here.

5.If he/she becomes your lover you will....
*COUGH* we're cousins though.

6.If he/she becomes your enemy you will....
Ignore her.

7.IF he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on..
Idk.. go ask her ex boyfriends... OH WAIT.. xD nevermind.

8.If he/she becomes your enemy, its because..
she becomes a total bitch, but that'll never happen to me, we just love each other too much. yay us lyn!

9. The most desirable thing for him/her to do is
o______O?

10. Overall impression towards him/her is
F-T-W

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Utterly irritating.

12. The character for you for yourself is
Epic Dickhead.

13. On the contrary, the character you hate for yourself is?
*shrugs*.

14. the most ideal person you want to be is
The stealth lover, and forever understanding friend.

15. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about him/her
In which way? cause if its the way im thinking, i don't think theres one. ahaha..

16. Ten people to tag :
1. Tara
2. Niel
3. Jo
4. Tash
5.Joannie
6.Zoe
7.Nicole
8.Anyone
9.And whoever else
10. Reads thiz.

17. who is #2 having a relationship with?
No one, as far as I know..

18.is #3 a male or a female?
Female ler..

19. if #7 and #10 got together, would that be a good thing?
Number 7's already in one.

20. how about #5 and #8?
xD if number 5 got into a relationship, i'd support!

21. what is #1 studying about?
Her PMR habis dy so yeah..

22. when was the last time you had a chat with them?
I don't keep tabs. but a few yesterday.

23. is #4 single?
Nopee.

24. say something about #2..
hes understanding and totally ownage. :D

____________________________________________________________

week was FOR THE WIN!
ITS BEEN SO FUCKING NICE AFTER MY EXAMS xD..
go me!

Everythings Gonna Be Alright!

2008-10-10T20:44:00.000-07:00

I have recently, been listening to a fucklot of Bob Marley.
No, I am NOT on weed. And this song has made me a smile alot ahaha.

Artist : Bob Marley
Title : Every little things gonna be alright

Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right.
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!

"Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true, Sayin', ("This is my message to you-ou-ou:")

Singin': "Don't worry 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right.
"Singin': "Don't worry (don't worry) 'bout a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!

"Rise up this mornin',
Smiled with the risin' sun,
Three little birds
Pitch by my doorstep
Singin' sweet songs
Of melodies pure and true,
Sayin', "This is my message to you-ou-ou:"

Singin': "Don't worry about a thing, worry about a thing, oh!
Every little thing gonna be all right.
Don't worry!

"Singin': "Don't worry about a thing" - I won't worry!"
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right."
Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,'
Cause every little thing gonna be all right" - I won't worry!

Singin': "Don't worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right.
"Singin': "Don't worry about a thing, oh no!
'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!

:)

_________Storyline/Description________

Its a Bob Marley song, does it NEED a storyline? xD
This is dedicated to everyone needs to relax, and is going through turmoil or stress. :)
EVERY LIL THING, IS GONNA BE ALRIGGHT!!

50th post.

2008-10-02T08:55:00.001-07:00

Omg, its my 50th post already :O.. shocking weih.. *accepts prize* wee?! xD
Been so long since i've blogged.. I've told myself to do it, but bleh, been so lazy ahaha.
anyway..
Last week, the last week of school, was okay la, friday skipped school.
(im watching superman now for some reason)
Anyway, here comes my normal, postponed post about my week! :D. (prepare to rot in your seats)
So yeah :

Monday :
Was okay.. in the holiday mood, so yeah, i don't think I did my folio on monday.. did I? o.o.. oh well. Yeah, was pretty okay. was online the whole day I think. hmm~
Yup, that was my boring as hell monday, that i can barely remember.

Tuesday :
Woke up early as hell. was like 7:30 or smth.. Then watched TV , ate my koko crunch, (mwhahahah!) Used teh computer and what not, I STUDIED!, went to Sunset Bistro with Sean.
Was there for a short while, then i came back, at like 8 smtg. I watched CSI: NY, and fell asleep on the couch, at 2 something my brother woke me up and sent me to my room, apparantly. Oh and I went to uplands to watch the football match, they rock. won 3-2. against dalat. (you rock lauren!) xD

Wednesday :
Woke up at 8am, alone at home from like 10:30 - 6 smtg, at 4:30 went to the beach with Nic, cause she wanted to go, for some god known reason. Then yeah, came back, ate McD for dinner :D

Thursday :
Todayyy! muahahaha.. well, i woke up at like, 8 smtg?, idk.
But technically, since its past 12, its technically friday, so this makes today, yesterday? ah bleh, you get me.
Went swimming with Nic, at 11 something. muahahahha, i dunked her! :D you rock aunty! xDD
Came back, ate lunch. then Lyn came over.
We jalan sini, jalan sana. went to ingams. YAY TO LYN FOR FILLING ME AND NICOLE'S DESIRES, in a non sexual way! :D
She went back at 7, after we walked on the beach and shit.
Sean came over at 7:30, sent him home at 11.
I hope he comes over later today (today is friday, technically)..
In summary..
This week was : - Good
- Boring
- Funny
- Entertaining.

Hope you didn't rot too much, anyway, cya!

Music : Taking Back Sunday - Whats it feel like to be a ghost?

Can't get enough of that song.
Till Whenever,
Kie.

Tagged.

2008-09-26T10:05:00.000-07:00

I was tagged, by Nicole.

1.What was your dream as a kid?
Well, i've always had an interest in football(Soccer). Making me want to be like Beckham, cause at the time, he was the only football player I knew. So I would practice all day alone in my field, but never got recognition. Oh well, its still partly my dream now.

2. What is THE happiest thing in your whole life?.
*sigh* sadly, at the moment I can think of nothing. Execpt the fact that I have people who care.
And my friends-family are still alive.

3. What do you wish to have right now?
Well, honestly, thats a tough question. Cause there are certain people I know that I don't want reading it. so im keeping it to myself. But other than that, The ability to make my mind up. heh.

4.When was the last time you Horse Laugh?
A wha?

5. What did you realize recently?
That I have no future, Nothing to do, no goals, just an empty blank for me to fill out with no ideas basically. There are bestfriends. But not all are loyal.

6.Which bad habit of you is most unacceptable?
I tease people alot, even when I don't mean too. And I tend to get more irritating with the more time you spend with me.

7.When you are unhappy, what do you do?.
Curse a fucklot. But it depends on what kind of unhappy.

8. What are you afraid of losing?
Anything and Everything I have, seeing as I have very little. I tend to get very possesive.

9.Within 5 years, which target is the most realistic one?
I have none, im a man of the wind lol. i go where it takes me.

10.When you meet someone you like, will you confess or hide your feelings?
Depends on how much, and the closeness between both of us. heh.

11. List out 3 kinds of people that you hate the most.
Manipulating
Arrogant
Talk-alot-with-nothing-to-back-it-up-with people.

12. Define loneliness.
What Nicole said. (Links to the side --> )

13. Are you satisfied with your life right now?

To some extent yeah, i am pretty content with what I have. minus the confusing emotions I feel.

14.When is the most recent you felt touched?

hmm...

15. Where is the most beautiful place you've visited?

Hmm.. I can't really remember, probally anywhere outside ahah. I love the outdoors, cause I see everything as beauty.

16. If you have a wish come true, what would it be?

Be recognised on the national level for 100m sprint, or become really good at soccer, that I get chosen for the state team.

17. A song that is playing in your mind recently?

Slip Out The Back , Fort Minor.

18. Do you have anything to be worried, or scared about lately?

Yup, Exams. and I haven't studied AT ALL. for the past god knows how many months.

19.If the world were to end, what would you do?

Pretty FAQ. But probally, do whatever i've wanted to do, say what i've wanted to say. and gather the people I love beside me.

20. Who are you thinking off right now?

No one. tbh.

I tagg,

TARA!, EDELYN!, JO-NYEE!, TASHA!, JOANNIE.

Owned, tbh.

Till Whenever,

Kie.

Helpless when She smiles.

2008-09-25T05:23:00.000-07:00

She keeps the secrets in her eyes
She wraps truth inside her lies
And just when I can't take what she's done to me
She comes to me
And leads me back to paradise

She's so hard to hold
But I can't let go

I'm a house of cards in a hurricane
A reckless ride in the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She danced away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles

Maybe I'd fight it if I could
It hurts so bad, but feels so good
She opens up just like a rose to me
When she's close to me

Anything she asked me to, I would
Out of control
But I can't let go

I'm a house of cards in a hurricane
A reckless ride in the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She danced away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles

When she looks at me
You know, I... I... I get so weak
You know up to now... I'm a house of cards in a hurricane
A reckless ride in the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She danced away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles..

__________StoryLine/Decription_________

Its easy enough to get.

This is just a reminding song, that I seem very fit to be dedicated to you.

-Kie.

Saturday/Tash's party.

2008-09-20T18:44:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'll.
I started off my Saturday waking up at 7:30. lol
Used the computer a bit.
Then, watched TV.
Don't mess with DORA!(i was sleepy and bored kay! there was nothing else to watch)
Then I played a bit of ps2.
Helped my mother make some Trifle >: D
and the next thing I knew, it was time to get ready to go to church. :)
I got there 9minutes before class started. xD
I talked with lyn sikit, oh and lyn, don't worry, i won't kill him. xD reshi at least.

Went for Class, sat next to lyn, and sean. >: D.
after class we hanged abit, was suppose to go in to church, but there was no place.
So Sean, Lyn, and I, all walked to the infamous backalley, then to singkapore(happy garden)
I ate Mee Rebus, and Sean ate Mee Goreng! xDDD
Lyn was stubborn and didn't wanna eat anything. HMPH. D:
Anyway, we went back to that infamous backalley. Spent like 20minutes-half an hour there.
Then we went back to church. Sat in the grotto, and just had fun la.
Called Tara, and met her in church.
We got into the car. and went to fetch sherwin and naavin.(we all had to squeeze in the backseat D:)
Then brother dropped us at Tash's party.

Her party was fun. lots of laughter.
Thank god I didn't get the parcel.
xD lyn proposed to meee (touch-ed)
Then me + sean finished his liquour xD
Bitch was so high LOL.
KY WAS DRUNK!
xD thats somewhat not shocking.
well, it was basically a great night. For me at least. cheer up lyn. for me? ):

Lyn ~ whens the wedding? xD and cheer up la. ): sakit hati for me tau when you sakit hati. I will find his house I tell you.

Tash ~ Thanks for a great night :), and don't use the knucks to punch walls or anything other than the human skull. lol *hugs* happy birthday :D

Sean ~ Bitch, come over to mai house today! xD your even cool when your high man. dangg you.

Tara / Teddy ~ Both of you rock so hard. >: D (dayung sampannn!!)

Daniel ~ xD you gambler you!!

Basically, my Saturday was good.
yay me? :D

Music : 1. John Legend ft. Andre 3000 - Greenlight.
2. Breaking *censored* - Firefly.
3. Pink - So what?
4. Coldplay - Violet Hill.
5. Flo Rida ft Fergie and Will.I.Am - In the Ayer.

Mood : Content..Kinda

Till Whenever ,
Kie.

Hey

2008-09-19T16:38:00.000-07:00

Im awake, at 7:30, on a Saturday.
I've got a slight stomach ache, from god-kn0ws-what.
Im watching Mythbusters, waiting for Lyn, or someone interesting to log on, cause Chris is busy ): ..
Tash's party is today, im taking Lyn, and Sean.
And its raining now.
Now, this is a morning.
Oh well, Good Morning ya'll. :)

Music : Barbara Streisand - Memories

Till Whenever,
Kie.

Wednesday - Thrusday - Today

2008-09-19T03:40:00.000-07:00

Well, Wednesday was a holiday, so nothing to say about that.

___________________________________________________________

Thursday, was so boringly-funly-boring. If that makes sense.
I got to school, and only Albert and Tien Kit were there.
Then Daniel came.
xD so the usual morning crapping session began.
First two periods,were KH(Bengkel),
Then Sejarah. (which I never pay attention in, but OMG, cik mashitah is hot, i can say it a million times!)
After Sejarah, was BM. >: D haaah
xD its so fun kacau-ing Guna
Then, recess, I potong line, damn cekap weih. Right infront of the break monitor, and he didn't notice me xDDD.
Last two periods, were English.
I can't remember Robinson Crusoe T_T.

_________________________________________________________

Only one thing to say about this day.

It was, BORING AS HELL.

Well, that was my week, So yeah.

Mood : Sleepy.

Till whenever,

Kie

Tuesday~

2008-09-16T03:49:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY! WOOT!*headbang*
NAR.
xD

Only thing nice about Tuesday, is P.J. (hey that kinda rhymes)
I woke up half past dead lol, I could barely eat my koko crunch without closing my eyes T_T
but I finished it nonetheless, so HAH.
Jarrad is calling me gay cause of my dp(also my blog pic) SCREW HIM.

Im watching Tom and Jerry, for some reason. lol
xD

Arvin, and Jurgen today were hilarious.
They were speed-arguing about biji timah LOL.
I played volleyball, for like the first time today.
It was okayyy laaa, i STILL prefer football :D

xDD Cik Mashitah. IS HOT!
I DON'T STARE! I just notice.
:P

xD ahh, today was okay tho.
Slept so fucking much. Lol. (nothing unusual about that)
(maths was a drag)
Yeah, thats my lame Tuesday. XD, sorry that you were tortured through that. lol

Music : Emilie Simon - Ice Girl
Disturbed - Down with the sickness

(OH AH-AH-AH)

Till then,
Kie.

Tagged, by Tara

2008-09-15T07:13:00.000-07:00

xD grats tarahahaha, you finally tagged me! >: D

Yeah, i got tagged. LETZ DO THIZ.

1.what is your fav. chocolate?
White choc.

2.What are your 3 favourite colours?
BLUE! Purple. -

3.who is the last person you talked to?
Tara, my porno loving japanese friend xD

4.who is the last person you messaged?
Tash

5. who was the first person you talked to when you woke up today?
Mum. (I think)

6. who was the first person you mssged when you woke up today?
No one. D: *im such a sad soul*

7.how many msges did u receive when u woke up today?
None. D: *once again sad soul*

8.who msged u when u woke up today?
Read up.

9. who do u wanna talk to now?
hmm.

10.who do u wanna see right now?
Hmm.

11.why do u wanna see that person now?
Ooh look a butterfly!

12. what is your relationship with that person u wanna see now?
Close.

13.if u could hug someone now, who would it be?
Jo-Nyee!

14.what are u doing now?
Being very pissed at Boris.

15.what colour is the shirt you're wearing now?
Not wearing one.

16. are you attached?
Heh? o.O"

17. anyone u like?
Hey! another butterfly!

18. who do you like?
Colonel Sanders?

19. What phone are you using?
Nokia 6500 classic.

20. how much money do you have in your wallet now?
RM15 xDD i iz poor. kevin leong owes me 6 bucks D:!

21.what do u love looking at?
Um..

22.who is the last guy/girl you hugged?
Not sure.

23. if u can choose to do something now, what would u do?
;)

24. how are u feeling now?
Malas, to do this tagg, and frustrated at boris, D:

25. if u could turn back time 3 times, when will it be?
Not getting myself into this tagg D: and idk..

26. who/what are you thinking of?
xDD

27. what are the 3 things you want to forget?
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM..

28. who makes u happy?
Mai frenz.

29. what is next to you?
Couch and Floor.

30. last show u watched?
The Nanny.

31. how many people are u talking to now?
2~

32. if u can change something in ur life, what would it be?
No idea. *No mood to this shit already* D:

33. do u have pets?
Nope, not anymoar.

34. What do you feel like eating now?
Jo .. ;)

35. who are the 7 people u tag?
1.
2.
3.
4. WHOEVER READS THIS!
5.
6.
7.

Till then,
Kie.

Monday

2008-09-15T01:31:00.000-07:00

xDD i didn't do my anyaman today~ Weeee
im so proud of it. Haaaa >: D
I just finished playing counter-strike.
I fucking own on a small level xD.
im currently listening to Disturbed.

Such a great band.
I've been inlove with them, for a good year or more.
My favourite songs include

1. Prayer
2. Inside the fire
3. Stricken
4. Down with the sickness
5. 10,000 fists.
6. Haunted.
7. Forsaken (Feat. Korn)

Yeah, anyway, was a pretty okay day.
Bought that reload I kept saying I would buy for tash xD.

And my brother is getting on my nerves. as usual.
aight, thats it for Monday.

(P.J tommorow, wooo! D: too bad its basketball though, im better at football >: D)

Music : Disturbed - Prayer
Mood: Bored as hell.

Till then,
Kie.

My Week

2008-09-14T07:17:00.000-07:00

Monday :

Was A boring as hell day, had P.S (pendidikan seni) and totally failed at it. D:
Mr. Emmanuel didn't come >: D *joy*
Totally ignored math's teacher as usual. haha
Science teacher didn't come, and was replaced by this really hot teacher . Lim Sook Heong, was her name, I think
She had the perfect body, from behind, xD and a hot voice, and always wore a black bra. (according to edmond)
I swear, I didn't look. much.
xP.

Tuesday :

PJ! OMG YES! PJ PJ PJ!
played basketball. I hate the sport.
Amazingly, i don't have much to say about this day. Just that I injured myself playing basketball, hairline fractured, or slightly pushed my finger out of place. idk *Shrugs*

Wednesday:
Boring day again,
my week was really boring lolol, yeah.
Brother Paul called me a funny boy T_T / XD

Thursday :

DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL! MUAHAHAHAH

Friday :

I acctually stayed a good boy today >: D , rather than the week before, which I got picked up and put on stage : 3, xDD was a superstar for a day , last week.
BUT ! this week, i was a good boy! *angelic glow* xD
THEN, I went to sunset bistro with Sean, from 7pm - 12:10am
xD it was so epic, as we looked at the stars, and talked about our lifes troubles. lol
i love that fucker.

Saturday
1. Gave tash her prezzie
2. Saw Sean
3. Made class laugh
4. Sent him home
5. Spent 15minutes at sunset
6.Came home
7. Sleep.

Sunday .

-Woke up before Mum
-Watched TV
-Talked to people on MSN
-Mum left me alone at home
-Sean came over
-Went for a walk
-Gave him dinner
-Sent him home.

Yup, my lame ass week.
oh and btw.

Robert pattison is a fucking queer, and nothing anyone can say can change my opinion on that, i don't see why everyone is obsessed over a nerdy looking (whatever country he is from). there are better men out there, that acctually look like men. you can hate on me all you want for that, i don't give a flying squirrel fuck.

Sarah + Weed =

2008-09-10T04:06:00.001-07:00

Sar says:
he knows i smoke weed too
Sar says:
just told me not to ever bring it in the house
Sar says:
(oops)
Sar says:
and to not come home stoned
Sar says
(oops)

>: D i just love her xDDD, shes so xDDDDDDDDDD~
REMEMBER SARAH! don't come home stoned. ;)

Tagged,

2008-09-05T18:55:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Tash, cause I decided to read a post >_>

Three names you go by :
1.Kie
2.KieKie
3.Dis

Three screen names you have had :
1. Ki3
2. Dissy~King Of Jupiter
3. Disastaboy

Three physical things you like about yourself :
1.My shoulders
2.My Pacs.
3.My eyes.

Three physical things you DONT like about yourself :
1. My jealousy
2. My Addiction
3. My Emotional disability

Three parts of your heritage :
1.Indian
2.Portugese
3.Dutch

Three things that scare you :
1.Heights
2.Being alone in the dark
3. -

Three of your everyday essentials :
1. My computer
2. My Phone
3. My Lighter.

Three things you are wearing now :
1. Boxers
2. 1/3 pants.
3.

Three of your favourite bands or musical arts :
1.Disturbed
2.Chronic Future
3.Nightwish

Three of your favourite songs (right now) :
1. Disturbed - Stricken
2. Skillet - Comatose
3. Cradle Of Filth - Stay.

Three things you want in a relationship :
1. Honesty
2. Understanding
3. The Ability to talk about anything.

Three physical things about the preffered sex that appeals to you :
1. Personality
2. Smile
3. Clothes. (I don't want no lala)

Three of your hobbies :
1. Football
2. Computer
3. Hanging out with friends

Three things you wanna do really badly right now :
1. -
2. Be high with Sean
3. :X

Three carreers you're considering / considered before :
1. Teacher.
2. Footballer
3. Phychiatrist.

Three places you want to go on vacation :
1. Hawaii ( I may acctually go one day with Leen )
2.-
3.-

Three things you want to do before you die :
1. Kiss you
2. Try weed.
3. Tell the people I love that I love them and too never forget me.

Three ways that you are Stereotypical a girl/guy :
1. I don't care about what I wear.
2. Im oblivious to emotions of girls.
3. Im stubborn

Five people that you would like to see take this quiz now :
ANYONE WHO READS THIS!
HAH!
OWNED!
(Tara!)
(just love tagging you la, idk why>:D)

KieKie.

Breathe your life into Me.

2008-09-02T05:13:00.000-07:00

This one is dedicated to Jo. Its kinda emo, the song I mean.
But, its a nice song.
Here you go Jo :)
(Read all the way to the bottom and don't stop!)

And this is how it feels when I
Ignore the words you spoke to me
And this is where I lose myself
When I keep running away from you

And this is who I am when,
When I don't know myself anymore
And this is what I choose when
It's all left up to me

Breathe your life into me
I can feel you, I’m falling
Falling faster
Breathe your life into me
I still need you
I’m falling, falling
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe

And this is how it looks when
I am standing on the edge
And this is how I break apart
When I finally hit the ground

And this is how it hurts when I
Pretend I don't feel any pain
And this is how I disappear
When I throw myself away

Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe into me

This one, as I said, is dedicated to Jo-Nyee.
Its a nice song, i've done alot of song's dedicated to her , hmm..

_____________Storyline/Description___________

I didn't realize this band was a Christian Band. But the meanings given do make sense being that that's the case. But before I knew I thought it was about a controlling relationship that failed because one of the lovers was running away, and afterwards the one running away realized he/she needed the other.

"And this is how it feels when I
Ignore the words you spoke to me
And this is where I lose myself
When I keep running away from you

And this is who I am when,
When I don't know myself anymore
And this is what I choose when
It's all left up to me"

He/She feels better without Him/Her

"Breathe your life into me
I can feel you, I’m falling
Falling faster
Breathe your life into me
I still need you
I’m falling, falling
Breathe into me
Breathe into me
Breathe"

Then sees He/She still needs Her/Him.

But I could agree with the others, and it would make more sense being that this is a Christian Band.

Best I could come up with.

KieKie.

Comatose.

2008-09-02T04:43:00.000-07:00

This one, is for Tash.. Been a long time since I posted a song dedicated to her.

Artist: Skillet
Title:Comatose
Album:-Unknown-

(Sorry, I can't find the colour thingy)

I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all I dream of

Is waking to you
Tell me
that you will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'les I feel you next to me
you take the pain I feel
(waking up to you never felt so real)
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
'cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
Oh how I adore you
Oh how I thirst for you
Oh how I need you

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'les I feel you next to me
you take the pain I feel
(waking up to you never felt so real)
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
'cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

[Bridge:]
Breathing life
Waking up
My eyes
Open up

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'les I feel you next to me
you take the pain I feel
waking up to you never felt so real
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
'cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real

Oh how I adore you
Waking up to you never felt so real
Oh how I thirst for you
Waking up to you never felt so real
Oh how I adore you
Ohhhhhhhh
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real

This one, is for Tash, cause I heard the song, and it reminded me of her. (Yes, I sound obsessed, SCREW YOUU!)

____________Storyline/Description___________

The singer of this song is basically saying that he is fully reliant on God, and has given his whole life to God, to the point that he doesn't want to do anything in his life without knowing that God is at his side. God can take away your pain and comfort you in any situation if you trust him. And, if you change the word 'God' to the name 'Tash', you can roughly get it. xD (NOT all the 'God's' are to be changed to the name 'Tash')

P.S T____T i can't find the colour shiz. D: sorry!

KieKie.

Tagged.

2008-08-30T23:29:00.000-07:00

tagged by Jo *cause I decided to read a tagged post>.<

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.

1. What is your name?
Kieran Paresh.

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
Yeah, kinda.

3.If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?Why?
Sean - Cause hes my best friend
Tara - To make it funner
Jo - Cause shes wise enough to get our asses off the island ahaha.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most ?
Hawaii, with Leen.

5.Obssesions, addictions, or guilty pleasures?
Obssesion - Person I have a crush on. (though I deny it)
Addiction - :X
Guilty Pleasure - Making people I don't like, cry.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Kinda.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My friendship, between the people I love, and the people I love.Bsically, my friends.

8.If you could do anything in the world right now, what would it be?
Be getting laid, thats what. ahaha.

9.If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
After a certain period of time, Yes.

10..List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Jo :
-Pretty
-Funny
-Smart.

11.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
No comment.

12.What is your most embarrasing fear? ( My question )
Im afraid of bugs.

13.What do you love most about yourself?
Um, I don't love anything? Other then my shoulders.

14.If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Point it out, then tell me what/how to deal/todo about it. Politely, in a non heartbreaking way

15.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Having Fun, and not studying too hard.

16.Are you a shopaholic or not?
A bit.

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you
Diligent.

18.If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Jealousable part of me.

19. What is the worst thing that happened to you?
When she kissed *beep* next to me in the cinema, (you probbally know who you are, and you probballly didn't, but bleh. )

20: Is this a question?
I suppose so. ( Jo's question )

I tag,
YOU!
Whoever reads this
TARA! >: D

Numeroooo 40!

2008-08-30T07:38:00.000-07:00

This be my 40th post.

Yeah, I changed the font, boldess

the size,

so sue me!

________________________________________

In other news,

So far, the week hasn't been half bad.

I went to school on monday, *postedthatsapparantlysomethingsverywrongwithme* post,

Um,

Tuesday was a holiday *hugs Lim Guan Eng*,

xDD even though I didn't vote for him : 3..

Wednesday I was too lazy to pergi sekolah, so I waked up, walked here and there,

sat at home mostly, and watched TV.

Thursday went to school,

xDD made fun of Jurgen and his nuggets.

Friday,

Boris, Kevin Leong, Kwok Weng, ALL didn't come to school.

So I was left with Siddiq, Daniel H, and Lay boon.

Then,

Kevin and Boris came over to my place,

we jalan sini, jalan sana.

Called Danial Mustafa.

WE PLAYED WATER POLO!!

xDD its so fun!~

Sean stayed over, cause his mother was too lazy to come fetch him.

*such an unloved child* xDD

So he woke up today.

BROKE MY GLASSES! :@

xDthank you sean! for breaking them!

*has contacts now* xDDD

went to church..

I FELT SMEAXY!

And yeah, thats the summary for the week I had.

KieKie

Rule The World. -Yet Another For Jo.

2008-08-27T07:21:00.000-07:00

This is one of my personal favourites, cause of the lyrics and tune :).
Some say they are a very gay band.
I disagree.
They just speak the truth :)

Artist : Take That
Title : Rule The World

You light the skies, up above me
A star, so bright, you blind me, yeah
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t fade away, don’t fade away-

Oh

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world-
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world-

If walls break down, I will comfort you
If angels cry, oh I’ll be there for you
You’ve saved my soul
Don’t leave me now, don’t leave me now

Oh

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world
Yeah you and me, we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world-

Ooooooooh

All the stars are coming out tonight
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you

All the stars are coming out tonigh
tThey’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you-

Ooooooooh

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world
Yeah you and me, we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world

All the stars are coming out tonight (oooooooh)
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you-
All the stars are coming out tonight
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you,for you-

All the stars, are coming out tonight
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you-

All the stars, are coming out tonight
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you,for you-

-Yet another one for Jo-Nyee
-Idk, lately alot of songs have reminded me about her.
-Or im just obsessed. Blegh, whichever.
-Yeah.. LOVE YOU JO! :D

_________Storyline/Description________

The Official meaning of this song, is unknown to me, and apparantly, google. D:

But basically, i think its about two lovers, and their love which "lights up the sky". And he pledges to be with her no matter what, even in the most impossible of situations.

-Thats the best I can get out of it lol. sorry :(

What I love about you.

2008-08-25T19:54:00.000-07:00

I love the way you look at me,

Your eyes so bright and brown.

I'd love the way you kiss me,

Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,

And the ways you show you care.

I love the way you say, "I Love You,"

And the way you're always there.

I loved the way you hugged me,

Always sending chills down my spine.

I love that you are with me,

And glad that you are mine.

I admit, its no good. lol

i can't be bothered thinking of a tittle.

2008-08-25T04:19:00.000-07:00

I've noticed, recently, that
people today, are too close minded.. their song choice has no actual meaning..
and there are nothing but fucking perverts in my class sometimes.
there are hypocritical bastards
who say they don't do shit, but do it so people pay attention to them
there are bastards who try to sabotage you, cause they are jealous they don't get onto a team, or group.
there are some bastards, who are practically on fucking heroin, YES I MEAN YOU KEVIN LEONG, and there are motherfuckers, who back up people like that, cause they are "cool", well,
I want to see them acting like that, infront of God, or some other person.
or even infront of me, while they were tied to a pole.

Also, as I said earlier, songs today, have no meaning really.
They are based on these common storylines/objects.

Drugs.
Sex
Money.
This idiot fell inlove with some other idiot, and that other idiot didn't turn out very well.
This really idiotic bitch fell inlove with ANOTHER person, and is all emo, cause they don't realise.. (THEN DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT)
They don't have the voice to say something because "no one understands them"

No offence, to everyone out there, who like these sort of songs. But seriously, GROW UP.

I give up nowadays. You try and try and try, but apparantly, people don't believe in the term "second chances" because "they give it too much", Honestly, I only have like 5 good, trustworthy, helpful and true friends.

Oh and I hate those people on friendster who have this lameassmotherfuckingdogasslicking picture testimonials saying 'leave me alone,' 'he broke my heart' 'it can't be fixed' blah blah blah, then they practically crave the attention. If they wan't fucking attention, don't be wannabemo.

TRUE emo people, as me and a few friends have agreed too.. Just sit in a corner with their blades, cut their wrists, listen to the world go by, ad think of the reason they are doing what they are.

Oh and, I think a few people know this feeling, and I love
Nicole
Edelyn
Boris

For being the only ones, who understood the heartache.
Oh and oot htob fo uoy
EHT TXEN EMIT I OG TUO HTIW THOB FO UOY
I -will- burn whatever I see, if I hear what I heard, and saw what I saw.

I know its a dark place, but damn, you have a guy who likes you next to you, and you do what you do.
I ..
Just don't understand life anymore.
Sometimes, I will tell you honestly.

I cut the skin off my fingertips, till you can see the sensitive red part, and then I go to my corner, and slowly burn it.
After what I saw, what I heard.

I have been losing sleep.
I have been losing Food
I CANT EVEN WATCH MANGA WITHOUT FEELING HURT NOW.
I don't give a shit, that I missed my chances, or im too fucking dumb to realise.
It hurts, when I think about it.
It hurts when I don't.

it is because of shit like that, that I became the man I am today, totally numb.
I thank you Sarah, and you. for that.

I love who I am, and all my numbness.

P.S to kevin leong, FUCKING CHILL YOU SON OF A BITCH, JUST CAUSE I HIT YOU I YOUR CHEST ONCE AND HIT WHAT YOU PATHETICALLY CALL A RELATIONSHIP RING, YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO ALL APE FUCKING SHIT ON ME, AND ACT LIKE I RAPED HER AND THREW INTO THE SEA, AND SENT HER EAR TO YOUR FUCKING HOUSE.

I don't give a shit who you are, what you do.
Get on my badside, you can get back on my good.
But don't expect that to be quick.

KieKie.

Whispers In The Dark.

2008-08-22T00:59:00.000-07:00

Most People have already heard this song, knew about it for a long time, but it just hit me about the true meaning, so ima post it up.

Artist: Skillet
Title: Whispers In The Dark

http://www.lyricsmode.com/

Despite the lies that you're making

Your love is mine for the taking

My love is

Just waiting

To turn your tears to roses

Despite the lies that you're making

Your love is mine for the taking

My love is

Just waiting

To turn your tears to roses

I will be the one that's gonna hold you

I will be the one that you run to

My love is

A burning, consuming fire

[Chorus:]

No!

You'll never be alone!

When darkness comes

I'll light the night with stars

Hear the whispers in the dark

No!

You'll never be alone!

When darkness comes you know I'm never far

Hear the whispers in the dark

Whispers in the dark

You feel so lonely and ragged

You lay here broken and naked

My love is

Just waiting

To clothe you in crimson roses

I will be the one that's gonna find you

I will be the one that's gonna guide you

My love is A burning, consuming fire

[Chorus:]

No!

You'll never be alone!

When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars!

Hear the whispers in the dark

No!

You'll never be alone!

When darkness comes you know I'm never far!

Hear the whispers in the dark ~x2~

This song, after just realising what it means. *yes im one blur motherfucker* Has become an important song to me.

-This is my way of saying to my friends
- I'll be there for you, no matter what I will give you my all.
-And in the dark, where you see nothing.
-I'll be there, to light it up for you. (with my leet glow of holyness).

___________Storyline/Description____________

Ahh, this song, finally hit me, about the meaning. :-

"This song is about how God is always with you. Even in the dark when you feel alone, God is with you, whispering to you in the dark.".

-You'll never be alone.

To Tash :

2008-08-21T04:40:00.001-07:00

Hey Tash, yes, you may hate me, cause of my mother, and this may not be read... but im sorry for what my mother said, she means well, but sometimes she doesn't know how to put it correctly. she doesn't HATE you.. she just didn't like the first impression.
But, i nak you tahu, that i feel guilty, and I apologise.

-KieKie.

P.S : It felt good hugging you again.

P.P.S :- I wrote this when I got home, didn't think you were gonna go online.. so it was in my drafts, idk why, but it took me some time to write down what I was satisfied with.

I Just Called To Say I Love You.

2008-08-20T06:51:00.000-07:00

I'm pretty sure all of you know who sings this song. =].. but i'll put the title for the my weirdo friends who don't. :P

Artist: Stevie Wonder
Title: I just called to say I love you.

http://www.mp3lyrics.org/nv
No new year's day to celebrate
no chocolate covered candy hearts to give away
No first of spring, no song to sing
in fact here's just another ordinary day

No April rain, no flowers bloom no wedding
Saturday within the month of June.
But what it is, is something true made up of these three words
that I must say to you:

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
and I mean it from the bottom of my heart

No summers high, no warm
July no harvest moon to light one tender
August night.
No autumn breeze, no falling leaves not even time for birds to fly to southern skies.
No libra sun, no Halloween no giving thanks to all the Christmas joy you bring.
But what it is, though old so new
to fill your heart like no three words could ever do.

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you and
I mean it from the bottom of my heart of my heart, of my heart.

- Not much to say about this.
- This ones for Jo-Nyee.
- Cause I -do- call her, just to tell her I love her =]
- Got a problem with her?..
- Well then you can kcuf your mother in the ass till it bleeds.
- I hart yew Jo! (:

______StoryLine/Description_______
I don't need to explain this song.. you already know what it means.. (:
But basically.. It focuses about a man, and his lover/girlfriend/wife, and he was probbally away.
and he misses her dearly and notices how dull his life is without her. So he calls to say I love you.

- Bubbles You Jo (:

-Kie.

D: the borednesses.

2008-08-18T03:19:00.000-07:00

T___________________________________________________________T ...

I am so damn bored! DD: ..

there is nothing to doooo T__T, RuneScape!...

Nah..

D: nothing superbly interesting to do on that.

..ummm..

TV?!...

wait no, nothing interesting on that either! D: and Sean is watching..

i would play PS2. but I want Sean to come with meeeeee.

He is teh sickz.

um..

xD i asked Tasha what I should do.. her reply..?

It is teh small.

So blame her for this very.. @_@ post :DD

xDD oo.. SHIT I HAVE TUITON! baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

Talk to ya'll later.

KieKie OUT

Thank You.

2008-08-14T19:50:00.000-07:00

This is mai song dedication to all my friends and people who have been there for me! :)

Song Title:- Thank You
Artist :- Chronic Future

Good band, They are.

I want to go for a walk outside
I've got nothing to hide
I want to go for a walk outside with you

All complications will end tonight
There's not a person in sight
I need to go for a walk outside with you

Because I want to thank you for all your time
You see you don't even know
How much you ease my mind

I'm bringing more of me to the table I was uncomfortable to sit at before
The thoughts I had of you remind me of the pattern of the man who's had
The same haircut
For the last thirty years but now he's ready for a change
Bring on the shift of the paradigm
We're at the end of the line
I think I'm ready to walk outside with you

Because I want to thank you for giving me your all
Because it means so much to me

Well this is nonsense
Why didn't I concentrate to find some time to
Tell you that I haven't
Been on the same page as you for a while
Been saving truth in a pile

Standing in front of it
Obstructing your view with my smile
I'm sorry for all of it
I'm sorry for all of it
I'm sorry for calling to you to call in quits
But I hope this isn't it.

-So Colourful mia. Like Nippon paint ads xDD!

Storyline /Meaning = I could not find a good, GOOD explanation, but heres the best I found.

this song is about wanting to be with some one and finally making the first move. The some one is always able to make you feel better, just thinking about them or being with them.

This song is dedicated to all my friends who have been there for me (: there are too many to write down, but thanks to you all !

Trip To KL (30th post)

2008-08-10T04:17:00.000-07:00

Yeah, its my 30th post.

Well, recently, i've been to KL, skipped school. and Yeah.

Heres my summary for my day from Friday - Now.

Friday :

Followed mum to school[the day I left for KL]

I typed an essay for her. xDD *got paid 2ringgit*

Then i followed her to class.

At like..

7:30 in the morning.(her form 4 class)

we were leaving after that, but she gave them a custom monthly test.

I did it, and got 92/100 ! WOOO!

the highest was a 94 xDD *i rock*

then mum paid me 10 ringgit, and we left for KL,

the trip was hilariously fun.

i made most of the jokes, but they made most of the laughter.

we got to aunty chui lean's house.

her hugs are so.. teh warm and welcoming.

I feel sorry for her, with grandpa's death and all. bleghhh.

Saturday :

Not a really epic day.

woke up, went to see Kirstin and Darly, spent basically the whole day with them.

I played soccer with him :)

Let him win lol, he agreed, but then after that I taught him a few things.

then we had to go home.

Well, we went home and had EPIC! P.E.S 2008 matches, in cooperation mode.

we totally kicked ass,execpt that stupid loss to FFrance. SCREW YOU FRANCE! *is gonna get beat up by some french people later*

well then I had to shower, get ready and we said the rosary.

*said the 4Th decade*

Then when I got up, i pulled my damn hamstring and it still kinda hurts.

We had dinner, messed with my mother and her want for fizzy drinks.

stuff like that, then we went home.

Sunday :

Nothing much to say about today.

Woke up at 6:30
Went for confirmation
Bitched about how big my shirt is.
Perved with Daryl about hot girls in church ( :P )
Went home, played one match of P.E.S with him. ( Daryl )
Went and ate Sumo (jap restaurant) xDD
got home, played another P.E.S game with Daryl.
Packed bag and came home.
Here I am, bloggin.

Yeah.

P.S : This took me forever to write cause i kept on getting distracted xDD *pats jo, lyn, chris and tara*

Song Dedication to Jo-Nyee

2008-08-03T06:11:00.000-07:00

Artist : Styx
Song Name : Babe

I feel like changing the lyrics abit..
So I guess I will ! :D

Babe I'm leaving,
I must be on my way
The time is drawing near
My train is going
I see it in your eyes
The love, the need, your tears
But I'll be lonely without you
And I'll need your love to see me through
So please believe me
My heart is in your hands
I'll be missing you

'Cause you know it's you babe.
Whenever I get weary
And I've had enough
Feel like giving up
You know it's you Jo.
Giving me the cookies
And the strength I need
Please believe that it's true
Babe, I love you

Babe, I'm leaving
I'll say it once again
And somehow try to smile
I know the feeling we're trying to forget
If only for awhile
'Cause I'll be lonely without you
And I'll need your love to see me through
Please believe me
My heart is in your hands
'Cause I'll be missing you
Babe, I love you
Babe, I love you
Ooooh, Babe..

I wanted to change the lyrics, but after going through them, they look perfectly fine as they are :D.

The storyline -- (im gonna add this, to all my song dedications from now on)
From what i can get from it..
The writer wrote this song in as a goodbye present to his wife/lover at the time, cause he was leaving. (DUH!) to tell her that he loves her.

- This is one of my favourite songs, due to the truth of the lyrics and how it connects with me.

REMEMBER JO! NAREIK EVOLS UOY

Hey lehcar.

2008-08-01T02:12:00.000-07:00

yeah Sie, Ihre gonna nie gelesen, aber Sie sagen, ich weiß nicht, wie zu lächeln auf, wie man "woo" eine Frau? Schraube Sie gut! Mehr fucking treu zu Ihrem Freund dann Damn! blutigen Hölle, hätte ich angesichts der Welt für Sie, evenmore, wenn ich könnte, Heck hätte ich übersprungen Schule und tötete ein Welpe, nur um mit Ihnen, oder sehen Sie lächeln, aber Fuck You, sage ich habe keinen Anstand zu Mein Bruder! CANT TELL es mir EH? Sie wissen, wie ich fucking Herz war? Gerade jetzt, ich hoffe, Ihr Freund findet heraus, unzu weinen .. d Dumps Ihnen, wir werden sehen, Sie kommen

Hure.

Don't worry, I need to post that, but i didn't want anyone to read it, its in German *hugs chris for translating*.

KieKie Out.

I have come to the conclusion

2008-07-27T06:26:00.000-07:00

That im not boyfriend type.

Infact,

im more the person,

you go to when you want to,

have an affair with, OR!

a fling.

See, im not the sort of guy who acctually has steady relationships.

I eventually get bored, move on.

See,

I may love someone with all the heart i have.

infact, even more

i may get hurt, dissapointed

over little things that I fall inlove with,

or because of it.

But, i am definately not boyfriend material.

I mean, can you seriously imagine me,

the person you know.

Kieran Paresh,

Having a steady girlfriend?

I know right! its really hard to imagine, (or to me it is)

im the person,

who you go crying too when you have a problem,

then forget me the next morning,

when you see your boyfriend again.

Then when he does something bad,

You come back to me, for me to comfort.

Kinda like a phychiatrist.

Only with more love.

Like, if I kissed you right now,

And you left me, cause you had a boyfriend.

I would hurt, but i would not care.

I don't mind, how I do it, why I do it, when I do it.

Or even if you have a boyfriend.

I have no limitations to help anyone,

when they need it.

and i think they need it of course.

I can be as inspirational, as uplifting, as mature, as I see fit.

But, if you are mean to me, or i really don't like you.

I can say things, do things, make things happen, so bad that it can and WILL change your life.

I've become immune to heartbreaks, and recently ive found out, im numb, literally.

i've had my nipples pinched and twisted, had a girl tell me that she never really loved me, and just went to me for company. I have had girls, randomly remind me of their boyfriends, when I proclaim my love for them, even when they never mentioned him before.

Im not saying ive gone through the worsts of lives. infact, i KNOW there are worst. im just saying, what I feel like I should get out, and that is:

Whatever you do to me, no matter how pain, physhically, emotionally. I probbally will, or have already it done to me, and i still stand tall today..

one last thing,

RACHEELLL!! :( I MISS YOU! (T__T) curse
your phone for having no credit!@

KieKie..Out!

P.S : I took a picture of one of my many bad drawings in class, *points below*

Today, and the past few days.

2008-07-24T01:17:00.001-07:00

Well, where do I start?..

Monday - Jokes were sticking.
Tuesday - Kinda boring, Pretty normal.
Wednesday - Fucked up! Got caught for hugging Rachel Chee
Thursday - [Today] Pn. Ong got screwed by Rachel's father, was joking with Brother Paul in his office.

Monday..

well it was a pretty normal day on Monday, i woke up kinda early, ate breakfast (1 loaf of garlic bread) , went to school, HAD homework..Dissed tien kit alot. lol and and umm... stayed back + played football. (killer), oh yeah I forgot, Mother fetched me. lol [normal day].

Tuesday :-

Pretty boring day. woke up, ate, the normal morning routine, got to school, FORGOT MY SOCKS! XD, it was a pretty boring day. did the normal shizz.

Wednesday :-

Okay, so I got to school right? and I saw Rachel, fucking cikgu asri was watching me, so I gave her my phone (had to put it in her bag) and I saw her bikini. :P *offered to help her with it* ahaha, im so lame. anyway, I went to class, and I found out, that Mikail's father was coming to school, to see a teacher. meh, [His father is as kurang ajar looking, and as ugly as him] NOT to say im hot or anything la, but compared to him, who isn't?..Rachel came to my class with Yusuf<3>

We were talking, and talking then, I had to go, so I gave her a hug, it was MUTUAL hug. MUTUAL! low khar fucked herself in the ass leng saw us, and called us into the disiplin room, and took us to pn ong -.-.. fucking bitch. :( she yelled at Rachel until Rachel cried! it was so fucking heartbreaking, I argue'd with Khar leng and Ong, they couldn't take the fact, that I was outspeaking them. I defended her, tremendously. :( *wants to hug her again* IM SORRY RACH! FORGIVE MEE! oh and you too yusuf.

i think im starting to fall for her a bit.

Yeah. anyway that was about it that I want to type on here about ystd.

Thrusday :- [today]

Rachel came to see me in the morning with her dad, like showing him who I was. >.< color="#00cccc">Rachel's father ] said..

if it IS a rule not to hug, SHOW ME PROOF! , i don't think it honestly, is big enough to get her suspended, either your too close minded, or no one has really hugged you before.

then Pn Ong was like,

Oh but they were touching in the carpark!

And she kena even more la.. *loves Rachel's father*, anyway my mother called Brother Paul, and asked if she HAD too come to school. and he said No need, its all been settled.

So that means!!!

IM AS FREE AS A LEPRECAUN! A BIRD! A SCOTTISH!

and Pn Ong needs to die or get over her daughter's death, I waved and smiled at low khar leng, one of those 'HAHA! IM FREE BITCH!' and I was snapping, smiling as I walked past Mr Choo, and said - Sup cher? - you could see anger on his face.

Tommorow, Im rubbing it in to Ong, what she did to Rachel, she is gonna be paying for, for the next 4 years, im gonna get on her nerves so fucking bad. I never want to see Rachel cry again, :( its so heartbreaking, cause if i tried comforting her at the time, i would have gotten into MORE shit.

Anyway, thats my summary for the week so far, oh and I cancelled tuition :) *happy*

So, till next time...

Kiekie..Out.

Tagged, by Lyn

2008-07-19T06:42:00.001-07:00

RULE 1:Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits /things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

I say words like 'kurang ajar' , and 'weih' too much in real life.
I sing outloud, even when people don't want me too
Im the outcast of my family, cause i do sports.
I have anger issues, and idk how to solve it.
My mother is too protective of me.
Im nice to alot of people, even the ones i don't like.
I can be as deep as I want too.
Im not a pervert, im flirting in a higher sense, and some people don't see it.
I watch alot of cartoons.
Im practically bi-polar.
I watch desperate housewives sometimes! :P
I sleep in class. ALOT
I don't think im hot, handsome or anything, i just tend to act vain sometimes.
I watch porn without headphones when im home alone.
I love mornings, from 6:50-9:30am.

Today was a good day. lol I woke up at 10:30, played some computer, watched in amazement how clean my house became, wondered if I should remove the price tag from Tasha's present, got ready for church, in record time :), and had a good day at church =].

I choose to tag :

EVERYONE WHO READS THIS!!!! cause i have no one else to tag. lol

KieKie..Out.

Why, So SERIOUS!?! [Day out with Friends]

2008-07-18T05:34:00.000-07:00

AHH!

Today,

WAS

AWESOME!!!!!

Well, it all started in school when I got there :D, First, Albert was there , sleeping. as usual haha. Can't blame him really. We call him 'advance emo', cause he falls everyday, and he has no girlfriend.. (well neither do I, but what the heck), anyway, i stole his liquid paper, and coloured my pencil box :DD! xD im such a weirdo i know. :P anyway. then Daniel Haslem came, and we started dissing Tien Kit, as usual also. this time REALLY REALLY BAD! =DD oh the joy.

So we started lining up, and it was.. so funny lol, we were joking about EVERYTHING, xD the fun, was indescribeable..neway, i went back to class, and i learnt , that mikail's phone got confiscated (YESSSSS), its gonna happen to me one day, im kinda ready. blegh. i hope i don't get caught. ANYWAY! BACK TO THE TOPIC!,well then it was a pretty normal day, until I got to last period (Geography), where I suddenly got into the music mood, we were chanting father's name, stomping and clapping the tune of 'we will rock you', and just making noise. which i started, ALL of it :) *proud*

Then we went to play street soccer, I didn't play that good today, though i scored a goal, not that impressive, but it was a good goal lol xP*perasaan*, anyway, then at about 1:30 we went to wait for the bus to Gurney, and thats where all the fun began x10..

In the bus, we were with Robert and Jeremy, Funny ass people la, i laughed so fucking hard. and unfortunately, we got to gurney quick, and had to part ways with them :(!!, anyway so Kwok Weng, Siddiq, Boris, Kevin Leong, and Me, went to Gurney, and Kevin and I, were playing the tune of '' We Will Rock You '' in gurney, ahh, teh fun lol xD. Well we walked around, and bought the tickets for '' Batman : The Dark Knight ". I SWEAR, THAT WAS THE BEST MOVIE EVER!!

I went looking for a prezzie for Tasha , and I found 4 books she wanted, and a cute ass teddy bear, what I bought, :P i can't tell you. cause she'll read, and yeah. The books I found were..

Septimus Heap : Magyk
Septimus Heap : Lyke
Septimus Heap : Queste
Septimus Heap : Physik

and this white teddy bear, that looked cute ass. :P, and when walking out of MPH, Kevin and I, were singing this tune we came up with , rofl. And when we were ordering food, for the Movie, We were practically humming the order LOL! we rock. so hard. Then we walked into the Movie, and blah blah. THE MOVIE WAS FUCKING EPIC!@!@!@!@!@!

My FAVOURITE dialog from the Joker (Played by Heath Ledger) was!!! :

Do you want to know, how I got my scars?

See, my dad, he was a drinker.

And one night, he came back

CRAAAZIIERR then normal.

My mother, grabed the kitchen knife to defend herself

Now my dad, oh he wasn't happy with that.

So he took back the knife, and me watching, slaughtered my mother , while laughing maniacally.

Then he turns to me, walks over with the knife in his hand and says..

WHY, SO SERIOUS!?

i swear, i love that line '' Why, so serious?!'

Anyway, after that, we had to go home, blah blah, bought my present for Tasha. And Kevin owes me money, cause he borrowed to buy a present for his girlfriend (he has one, amazingly).

Got home, ate, took a shower, and im sitting right here, blogging about what I did today.
Tommorow, is gonna be hella boring. I MISS YOU SEANNNNN! :(.

Anyway, thats all for now, i've got 2 more song posts which i wanna do, then i'm gonna go play ps2 or something.

But, till then.
KieKie Out.

Song dedication(favourite song) #5

2008-07-15T08:13:00.000-07:00

Artist: Rod Stewart
Song name: Have I told you lately?

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you theres no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles thats what you do

For the morning sun in all its glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
And somehow you make it better
Ease my troubles thats what you do

Theres a love thats divine
And its yours and its mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you theres no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles thats what you do
Theres a love thats divine
And its yours and its mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one
And have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you theres no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles thats what you do

Take away all my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles thats what you do
Take away all my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles thats what you do.

- Now THIS! is a song, that I truly love. and it is dedicated, to everyone who i love, has been there for me to ease my troubles, as it says. and just make me feel good :), and those people areeeeee! *drumroll*

Sean
Tasha
Jo-Nyee
Edelyn
Tara
Kevin Leong
Kwok Weng
Benjamin
Daniel Haslem
Albert
Daryl
Rachel*doesnt know her last name*
and last ! but not least!..James :)

23 Favourite things i've seen, read, heard, or thought off.

2008-07-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

- Cause, YOU! CAN'T! SEE ME!

- Your name makes my heart skip a beat

-Well, tell the 'they-sayers' that they can grab the nearest pole, and be creative.

-See this heart? It beats your name and bleeds my pain.

-This, is it boys! THIS IS WAR!

-Are you ready?

- Women, are like supercomputers.. Just confusing.

- (Stole this from Lyn) When you can live forever..what do you live for?

-Damnn kurang ajar la the fellar.

- You wait, one day.. i'll bring knuckles, rotan, mathemathic book and ajar you.. you wait

- *does the moonwalk* KABOOM!

- You live to please no one, but yourself.

-When down and out, and the world is closing down, be like an ant, never give up!

- To the world, you may be one person, but to one person, you may be the world.

- Open up your mind, and feel like me.

-Tell me how to win your heart, for I haven't got a clue, but let me start by saying, I love you.

- I KNOW RIGHT!?! I love me too :)

-If wanting you, but not having you, was a sin, i should book my place in hell.

-im weird, i know.. DONT JUDGE ME!!

-Your mother is gonna wake up in a drain tommorow.

- Sup weiiiiiiih.

- Its hard, living wanting something, but we all have to do it sometimes.

-*in creepy ghost voice*I spy, with my little eye.

;)

KieKie..Sayonara.

2008-07-12T09:35:00.000-07:00

Ahh, i hate using my brother's computer la. D: the typing is so hard. (-T^T-), and when you want to find songs, NEVER click on the songs, music file, LOL unless your horny or something, then go ahead! :3.

Neway. went out with Sean&Lyn today, xD im sorry to aunty P, and Sean, for making him wait so long 3: .. well, we met up at MPH, and we had to find Lyn, xD was awkward at first, was MPH was where she and me acctually- YEAH OKAY! BACK TO TODAY KIERAN!! (or should I say yesterday) whatever la, you get me, well maybe not, But yeah..kay..whatever. lol anyway, we met up with Tash first, who left us, for the arcade, once we got to the movie place thingamabob, yeah... anyway. uh.. *thinks hard* OH YEAH ! we had to decide what we were gonna watch, and after like, forever(well maybe not), we decided to watch - Get Smart - Funny ass show la. xD

Then we went to the arcade, and we tried to convice lyn to play SOMETHING!
T_T we failed. xD NEXT TIME LYN! JUST THOU WAITTTT. well, after the arcade, we went too play pool. xD which, was, teh shitz. I can't tell you what we did there, or what we said! but, i can say, that I met adran, and some people. and after the movie, we went back, and he was there again. lol i beat a 16 year old(i think) im arm wrestling, hardest arm wrestling match of my life tbh.

but before that~ Nicole, and Yu Ling(i think thats how its spelt) met up with us, and i got two new shirts *hugs mother* . xD then we went back to pool, and i .. uh " thought" Nic *Noel* how to play. but, due to natural retarded pool skills, she failed. xD

then we had to leave, blah blah.

Summary : Today.. was teh SHITZ!

Song : Nightwish - The Islander (Lyrics in my last post) =] cya'll.

KieKie.. OUT!

*P.S *does the moonwalk and macarena AT THE SAME TIME!*

Motivating, Reminding Song Post # 1.

2008-07-12T08:36:00.000-07:00

Artist : Nightwish
Song Name : The Islander

An old man by a seashore
At the end of day
Gazes the horizon
With seawinds in his face
Tempest-tossed island
Seasons all the same
Anchorage unpainted
And a ship without a name

Sea without a shore for the banished one unheard
He lightens the beacon, light at the end of world
Showing the way lighting hope in their hearts
The ones on their travels homeward from afar

This is for long-forgotten
Light at the end of the world
Horizon crying
The tears he left behind long ago
The albatross is flying
Making him daydream
The time before he became
One of the world`s unseen
Princess in the tower
Children in the fields
Life gave him it all:An island of the universe

Now his love`s a memory
A ghost in the fog
He sets the sails one last time
Saying farewell to the world
Anchor to the water
Seabed far below
Grass still in his feet
And a smile beneath his brow

This is for long-forgotten
Light at the end of the world
Horizon crying
The tears he left behind so long ago..

- This song just motivates me, relaxes me, reminds me. now, Sean is bugging me to go get his techno ._. .. I WILL BE BACK!!

KieKie, Be Right Back

ahhh..

2008-07-09T04:24:00.001-07:00

Oh teh Noe =[, yesterday was horrible T__T, i took the bus home from school, and this old lady, was practically molesting me! Dx orzz (thank god she left quick), xDD i was on teh bus with Daniel Haslem.. love the fellar la. xD

Then, i had to walk up nd blah blah, and i didn't eat. Mehh~ don't ask why, just didn't feel like it..
And I ran up this slope, its in the pictures that i posted a long time ago~ in the hot sun, I got up, feeling a slight bit hungry, but with nothing to eat, i didn't care, and i started exercising, my normal 150-200 sit ups, and 60 push ups, and i went to drink water.. thats where it all went down hill..

I felt bloated and overheated, but I continued doing what i do when im home alone la, bathing etc etc. after my bath, i felt really..REALLY..dizzy.. i couldn't stand up straight, or walk for that matter.. I stood up and tried walking to the fridge, and i didn't make it..(ofcourse) , and i threw up THREE times.. D: i felt horrible, so i left the computer, and went to sleep, woke up and i still kinda had the migrain, but mom had come back, and gave me McD.. xD oh teh joy of that.

Then my mother said i didn't need to go school, and idk why, but after that, i felt super duper good :DD

xD so I woke up at like 11 today, chew'd chewing gum, and ate breakfast. played RS, and did a few sit-ups xD i wonder what happened at school..hmm~ I WILL FIND OUT! xP, anyway, i bloged cause i felt I wanted too, and AND! cause i didnt in along time, so yeah LIVE WITH ITT. :P

KieKie, Out.

Song Dedication #4

2008-07-05T08:20:00.000-07:00

Song Name : I Can't Smile Without You

Artist : Barry Manilow

You know I Can't Smile Without You,

I Can't Smile Without You,

I can't laugh and I can't sing,

I'm findin' it hard to do anything.

You see, I feel sad when you're sad, I feel glad when you're glad,

If You only knew what I'm going through,

I just Can't Smile Without You.

You came along just like a song and brightened my day,

Who'd've believe that you were part of a dream

Now it all seems light years away.

And now you know I Can't Smile WIthout You,

I Can't Smile Without You, I can't laugh and I can't sing,

I'm finding it hard to do anything.

You see, I feel sad when you're sad,

I feel glad when you're glad,

If you only knew what I"m going through,

I just can't smile.

Now some people sa y happiness takes so very long to find.

Well I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me.

And you see, I Can't Smile Without You,

I Can't Smile Without You, I can't laugh and I can't sing,

I'm findin' it hard to do anything.

Y ou see, I feel sad when you're sad,

I feel glad when you're glad,

If You only knew what I'm going through,

I just Can't Smile Without You

This song is dedicated to Sean, Jo, Lyn, and Tash.

convo with Jo&Lyn

2008-07-05T08:05:00.001-07:00

ahh, me jo and lyn are having a convo, and i decided to blog about it:D
and were on the topic of lyn and sean on-ing. xD and I said somethingg really..*perassann* deep

I said! :
You just make a good couple la, I can imagine *flashback*
You and him walking on the beach, holding hands, the sun setting, and he looks at you
He gives you THE look and you kiss as the sunsets, with the sea breeze blowing on both of you, he looks you in the eyes and you just forget the world around you

Their Reaction :
[c=#FF8080].lyn @justlynlahh.blogspot.com[/c] says:
my god kie.....
Jö-иÿee__ rawr. says:
wow.
Jö-иÿee__ rawr. says:
kie
Jö-иÿee__ rawr. says:
u scare me
c=#FF8080].lyn @justlynlahh.blogspot.com[/c] says:
i don't like you!!!1

Ahh, i love both of them la (: which is why im dedicating my next song to both of them, and sean! =] thats all for now, got nothing else booming in the ol' coconut.

KieKie out.

song dedication #4

2008-07-05T07:19:00.001-07:00

Song Name : 99 red balloons
Artist : Goldfinger

You and I in a little toy shop
Buy a bag of balloons with the money we've got
Set them free at the break of dawn
'Til one by one they were gone
Back at base, bugs in the software
Flash the message, something's out there
Floating in the summer sky
Ninety-nine red balloons go by

Ninety-nine red balloons
Floating in the summer sky
Panic bells, it's red alert
There's something here from somewhere else
The war machine springs to life
Opens up one eager eye
Focusing it on the sky
As ninety-nine red balloons go by

Ninety-nine decisions treat
Ninety-nine ministers meet
To worry, worry, super scurry
Call out the troops now in a hurry
This is what we've waited for
This is it, boys, this is war
The President is on the line
As ninety-nine red balloons go by

Neunundneunzig Kriegsminister
Streichholz und Benzinkanister
Hielten sich für schlaue Leute Witterten schon fette
Beute Riefen: Krieg und wollten Macht Mann, wer hätte das gedacht?
Daß es einmal so weit kommt
Wegen neunundneunzig Luftballons
Neunundneunzig Luftballons

Ninety-nine dreams I have had
And every one a red balloon
It's all over, and I'm standing pretty
In the dust that was a city
I could find a souvenir
Just to prove the world was here
Here it is, a red balloon
I think of you and let it go

This song, is dedicated to all my friends, who are fun! :)

Jo-Nyee
Sean
Lyn
Tash
Tara
Daniel Haslem
Daniel Teoh
Chris
Kutu! xDDDDDDDDDDD
*coughyourmotherforagreatnightlastnightcough*

Song dedication #3

2008-07-05T06:54:00.000-07:00

Song Name : When I see You Smile
Artist : WhiteSnake

Sometimes I wondered if I'd ever make it through
Through this world without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue
'Cos sometimes it seems
Like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free
And then I see you reach for me
Sometimes I wanna give up, I wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby
And everything's all right
Everything's all right

When I see you smile, I can face the world
You know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile, baby when I see you smile
At me, oh yeh

Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What the touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew
And when the rain is falling, I don't feel it
Cos' you're here with me now
And one look at you baby is all I'll ever need
Is all I'll ever need

When I see you smile, I can face the world
You know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile, baby Baby when I see you smileAt me
Sometimes I wanna give up, I wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
Then one look at you baby and everything's all right
Hey, everything's all right
It's all right

When I see you smile, I can face the world
You know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light
I see it shining right through the rain, yeh
When I see you smile
Yeh I can face the world, you know I can do anything now
When I see you smile, oh yeh
Baby, when I see you smile
Smile at me

My Song dedication to Jo ( :] ) cause shes always somehow there for me when i feel emo, to cheer me up :D, love her lots- oh and jo when you read this. remember! :) im there if -you- need -me-

-When I see you smileee, i can face the world-

KieKie out

12.

2008-07-05T06:07:00.000-07:00

You ever felt, like everything you've done, has just gone to waste, like the person you tried your best for, and even though you fucked up, just gave up? and it hurts so bad, you don't know what to do, you try crying or doing something..you wanna be with the people who comfort you, but their not there? Believe it or not, i feel it every week.

well, i've done alot, for alot of people i care for, and the occasional extra for the extra, and even though it doesn't seem like alot, i try my best. i am a naturally idioctic person, who is fucking bad at reading body language, so, even though i flirt alot, and from the flirting promise alot, don't expect alot. unless you tell me to my face, what you want. im that kind of person. So, naturally if you gimme a look, or movement, or even say something for that matter, only when im depressed or thinking hard, i will get it. making me hell depressed that i didn't notice earlier. and if you dedicate a song to me, or ask me to do something, that implies something, trust me, i will NEVER get it. I don't blame anyone, if they get irritated at me, or pissed at me for all the reasons above, its a natural flaw in me, that idk how to fix, all I know is, when im overjoyed to see something, i become very blur to the world, and its meanings. what cuts me deep is, if you just give up and act like i did everything wrong, and did nothing right..

this, i assure you isn't pointing to anyone. its a rant on how much i hurt sometimes, cause of my idiocy.

P.S - Kudo's to Jo for cheering me up while writing his emotic blog post lol *runs to kutu cave!*

Song dedication 2:

2008-07-03T03:02:00.000-07:00

Song Name : Will.i.am Feat. Cheryl Cole - Heartbreaker

Look out

(Will.i.am)

Where it’s at (where it’s at)

I know karma’s coming to pay me back (pay me back)

I’m with the sweetest thang that’s on the map (on the map)

I broke her heart in 30 seconds flat

In 30 seconds flat

Now how did I (how did I)

Just how did I become that kind of guy (kind of guy)

To look at girl and lie right in the eye (in the eye)

My momma told me willy that aint right

Boy now that aint right

I’m s s s sorry

I didn’t mean to break your heart(I didn’t mean to break your heart)

I’m s s s sorry

I didn’t mean to break ya heart

B b b b break it baby

Look baby

I’m a heartbreaker,I’m a heartbreaker

(Sheryl)

You’re my heartbreaker

(Will.i.am)

A h h h h I’m a heartbreaker

A h h h I’m a

(Will.i.am)

Where she go (where she go)

I got some things I gotta let her know (let her know)

To fix the love now its impossible (its imposible)

But baby baby if we take it slow

If we take it slow

We can make it work make it work

We just cant throw the love down in the dirt in the dirt

You probly think that im a f**kin jerk cause the way I let you down it made you hurt

I didn’t mean to make you hurt

I’m s s s sorry

I didn’t mean to break your heart(I didn’t mean to break your heart)

I’m s s s sorry

I didn’t mean to break ya heart

B b b b break it baby

Look baby

(Will.i.am)

I’m a heartbreaker

(Sheryl)

You’re my heartbreaker

I’m a heartbreaker

You’re my heartbreaker

I’m a heartbreaker

You’re my heartbreaker

You’re my heart

(Will.i.am)

A h h h h im a heartA h h h ima

(Sheryl & will.i.am)

Break it down(Lets break it down)

(Sheryl)

You’re my heartbreaker

(Will.i.am)

I’m a heartbreaker

A h h h h I’m a heart

A h h h h I’m a

This is my song dedication to a very special girl to me, whom in reflection i've come to realise that I have probbally hurt her, or caused her confusion, and this is my way of saying im sorry to her. I trust her to know who she is, and for her to know, that if it was a sin to want her, then i think im going to hell for it, but i know i can't have her, cause i doubt i'll be a source of happyness anytime.

-Sorry, just sorry

Kie-

Hey.

2008-07-02T07:02:00.000-07:00

I was thinking the other day, and i thought of all my friends, and the irritation i've probbally caused so to all my friends. Im sorry for:

I've irritated you
I've not listened
I've caused heartache (to a certain person)
Everytime I haven't done something I should have
Not listening and went on with what I had set on my mind
Not being there to comfort when you needed me
Being stubborn
Not taking you seriously, when I should have
Being such a busy-body to things you didn't wanna tell me
Not understanding why or respecting your decisions to not tell me, or to do something.

Don't ask why the sudden apologises. I just want all of you to know, that no matter what happens, i'll still <3>

Bored.

2008-06-30T02:40:00.000-07:00

Ello!, lol its time for me to blog, cause im bored :(..

xD i shall teh start with today in school.

when i got there, i had the worse backache lolol. Idk why, but its always albert and me there alone, and the others come at like.. 7-7:20. yeahh, xD hella boring, anyway.. Daryl eventually arrived and we were talkin about how much we hated Tien Kit, and he was right there! LOL, were so evil.. He only talks about Star Wars, tbh lol, and then Su Yang came, and he and Daryl, started talking bout Halo 3, never played it imo, but, from the way they were talking, sounds like counter-strike and star wars combined lol.

Oh Oh! we got a new student in class now :3. his name is Mohd. Kamil. lol, hes quiet la, but most importantly!@ (HE KNOWS YEAN!) and apparantly, yean is shorter then Tash o.o.. and half my bone size. that is teh shocking xD

ahh, it was fun la, school. apparantly, the geography teacher, the teacher i hate oh so much. Likes me, LOL! xD, she complimented my graph, (awww!), xD i pontenged and got to the curry mee line quick! YAY! *lari around*, ahh, im so lame it hurts. lol

After school, i wanted to whack arvin up, but then, teacher came T__T, I WILL HAVE REVENGE!, anyway, after school my brother had a meeting, so I had to stay back for a while, and accompany his girlfriend~, D: she stuffed with like a turkey!, first buying me fries, and forcing me to eat it, then fried chicken, though i have to admit, the chicken was teh tasty :D

then we came home, and we stoped at baskin robins on the way home with my brother and mother. xDD their motto is so..so crude!!

Yeah lol, T^T my brother's girlfriend made me fold my clothes, D: orz!

anyway! thats it for todayy :3! hope you didn't die reading xD baii~

Song : Arrested Devolpement - Mr. Wendal

2008-06-29T07:27:00.000-07:00

Today~

2008-06-29T07:04:00.000-07:00

Ahh, today was teh boring. xD I woke up at like, 9am, cause of the damn alarm, NO ONE was awake xD lawl, I was talking to Lyn online, T__T no one else was on, then I played RuneScape, usual and rotted there with chris, killing dragons lolol, (GEEKFEST)

and i was so bored , and i wanted to leave but he was like

Chris: NO! we're staying here! or im dumping you!

ME: :O nooo! :( FINE! i'll stay!
Me: Godd, your so hard sometimes :(
Chris: Only for you :}

Sounded so gay LOL, ahh, but i love him and his randomness :)

Then, we naturally continued to play RS and i started rotting even more.

Then Sean called me at like 6:02 and asked me if i wanted to eat dinner with him

I said no, initially and like, she told me 'dude, you HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO AT HOME LA!' and unfortunately T__T he was correct, so I decided to go! XD woo

I rushed to get ready cause he said he wanted me ready at 6:30, lol I went down at 6:30, but he wasn't there, xD didn't care much, his mother messaged me and said

' sean's taking a long time to get ready, we'll be there in 20minutes'

Lol yeahhhh, xD so i walked around and took pictures, idk if their good :3 you tell me :D, i'll upload them on the next post >:)

i don't understand.

2008-06-28T09:08:00.000-07:00

i dont understand my damn family.

i mean, yeah okay, it was my fault on friday when i went out and didn't come back early.

but today, i just dont fucking understand la.

my mother first, snaps at me for NO DAMN REASON, just cause i said nvm to going to caltex to buy the sweets I normally buy for Tash, Sean and Myself, and she fucking snaps, but nvm, i let that past me, don't wanna see her and sean in a bad mood.

then just now, she says im snapping at her, when i've been talking politely all day!!

then, just now, she tells Sean i've been a bitch to her ALL week, and all i've done, was tell her that she stole my fucking T.V time on tuesday, and on friday she wasn't letting me stay out a bit longer. Then sean lectures me and advises me, about how i stay online too much (understandable), how I shouldn't snap at my mother cause shes been there all my life for me (understandable also) .. meh, it was okay.

Then, i had to send Sean home, so I sent him to the car, first, my initial idea was to follow him, so i could spend a lil' more time with him, then my brother has another guy in the car and is like 'dont tell me your following weih', WITHOUT EVEN SAYING HI! , ah w/e la, i mean its natural for him. but then he asks me if mum gave me money to give him to eat, HE COULD FUCKING ASK HER WHEN HE CALLED HER, OR BEFORE HE LEFT, but NOOOOOO, he HAS to make me take the lift back, take money, go back down, go back up. I DONT UNDERSTAND HIM LA!

my mother was on the phone with this guy from America, he visited her recently, i kinda like him, idc what he and my mother do. its about fucking time she gets a boyfriend.

and i was ranting to her about how senseless my brother was, and she told the guy 'yeah, i think i should hang up, hes ranting to me', whatever la, then when i walk back down, hes not there. So naturally, you think he left already right?, he calls my mother, and says that he was downstairs and WHY DIDN'T I GO! le mah leh. then when i get back upstairs, she says 'because of your shouting, uncle john(guy's name)hung up on me'

WTF RIGHT?

Then she can fucking go all emo, and start slamming things, gah, i wanna kill someone, but nooo, everyone doesn't listen to my side, and just takes my mother's side, cause shes so fucking nice to everyone execpt her damn son when he tries to live a bit.

IVE BEEN THERE through ALL her financial and personal problems, when my brother was out, EVERYTIME shes cried, i was there to comfort her.

AND SHE CAN FUCKING DO THIS TO ME!

gah, sometimes i wonder if i die, would she fucking care, or would she still blame me in my death. i wan't to cry it out, but i can't , fucking shit from god knows how damn long ago, dried up my eyes, nd made me immune to crying. fucking hurts, when you do so much for your family, but they always start turning back and snapping at you for something that wasn't your fault, or for doing something you've wanted to do for a fucking long time -_-.

song: Riot - Three Days Grace / Home

hyper-emonesaod ashdaness.

2008-06-28T06:11:00.000-07:00

woo?!?!?! LOL im hyperrr~ :DDD, just now i was like, so quiet and normal, now im like

sean: kieran, what am I doing here?
me: i don't know la Sean, why la! why? why?? why sean WHY!
sean: kieran, SHUT THE FUCK UP LA!
me: *studders* DONT JUDGE ME LA!@!@ :(

LOL!! xDD im irritating everyone :33

and my mum just asked me a question, i was like ' huh wha? wha?!?!?!'
sean was like, ' kieran, quiet la!'
LOL then im like ' wh-wha-what la!? DONT JUDGE ME!'
now hes askking me questions LOLOL xDD im laughing like a bitch

LOL its so hyper in the house now la. idk its scaring me LOLL xDDD~ i shall now teh give this linkeh to lynlyn to see how she reacts :3 WOOO! go me *runsaround* buahah?!@?!#?!?#

xDD and just now, i was sitting with her (lyn) in teh church grotto, and her brother was irritating, WHY LYN! WHY! (T_T)

P.S xD church was teh fun, xD always is:DD
P.P.S xD *lari around causing thunderstorms* OO A MONKEY!@!@!@ *chases monkey* ahh1@!@ monkey chasin gme?! *falls over dies* xD wtfbbq?

Song dedication #1

2008-06-27T20:33:00.000-07:00

Song title : Aaron Neville feat. Linda Rondstadt (damn that was hard to remember)

Look at this face

I know the years are showin

Look at this life

I still dont know where its goin

I dont know much

But I know I love you

And that may be

All I need to know

Look at these eyes

They never seen what mattered

Look at these dreams

So beaten and so battered, hooooh

I dont know much

But I know I love you

And that may be

All I need to know

So many questions

Still left unanswered

So much

Ive never broken through

And when I feel you near me

Sometimes I see so clearly

The only truth

Ive ever known

Is me and you

Look at this man

So blessed with inspiration

Look at this soul

Still searching for salvation

I dont know much

But I know I love you

And that may be

All I need to know

I dont know much

But I know I love you

That may be

All I need to know

I dont know much

But I know I love you

That may be

All there is to know, whoaohohohah

That was my first song dedication to everyone I love :)

rawr.

2008-06-27T02:10:00.000-07:00

xD yay, i secretly started a blog, to express myself, and my love for tash, not too tash?
( :X )
weee!